well fuck... this day has gone to shit... I've got shit loads of work and fuck I can't get my head straight... man sometimes I feel like I just need to get fuckin stonned off my ass and be a vegetable for the rest of my life... god I wish nothing had ever happend... I wish I could just go back and not meet her, not sit with her at lunch go back to ( Read more... )

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well today was going good untill right afterschool... I saw sam and we were talking and everything was alright until andrea walks into the room... I wouldn't mind her if she wouldn't ignore me so badly... I simple hi andy would suffice... but no she couldn't give me that after I gave her 7 months. but yeah after that I just kinda felt eh... and ( Read more... )

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ok today was good. Rene dislocated his knee pullin a balerina move while playing hacky sack cuz he is an idiot! lol jk. but yeah that was the event for this morning. and then the rest of the day went smoothly. haha I got andrea to say something to me today. lol she just said bye andy, but hell its a start. but yeah so the day went smoothly. after ( Read more... )

today was good. I woke up a little late but I had most of my homework done so it was cool, I felt accomplished. Well I got to school, spanish was kinda funny as usual. andrea was gonna give rene and pen and she wouldn't even hand me the pen to give to rene who sits on the other side of me. its like jeez try any harder to not interact with me. Ah ( Read more... )

ouch my chest hurts!! worked out yesterday hardcore... adn then played hockey this morning. damn it hurts... but it feels so good... like a sense of accomplishment... hmm but yeah... today was a good day... I'm workin on some school work right now but I decided I needed a little break. and I've gotta find some paper out of my backpack... like I'll ( Read more... )

lol somethings you never forget... lol like closets and couches... lol and pantries... and friends on the computer... lol. good times... and waiting to go in the pool but not really waitnig... lol. god good times... wish I had them back... but I'll find another to have those times with again...

yeah just got home from a party... it was fun. it was a going away party for james. He's going to chicago because he says that mcallen is a vicious cycle and he needed to get out of here. well good for him I'm glad he got away from here. I didnt do much at the party just finished off a drink because some girl... micheal (pronoucned michelle or ( Read more... )

woo it's friday! I'm soo happy...! heh andrea left because she was "feeling sick" cough*bullshit*cough lol. she might be and then again she might not be. There was an outbreak of hepititus A at nikki rowe, glad I dont have to go there. It would be sad if thats what andrea has now and thats why she is all sick. At least I'm not dating her anymore so ( Read more... )