Well, kiddos, its 4 in the fuckin' morning... how The Used puts it. Can't seem to find the energy to sleep. How odd does that sound; I can't find the energy to sleep...but thats what it seems to take right about now. Energy to lie in bed, energy to shut my eyes, and energy to remain still. What the holy hell is going on with me...know I do not, but ( Read more... )

I feel like a dilapidated child, with the world spinnning around like a cluster of enigmas in a starstorm. This life, as witnessed by everyone, experienced by everything, seems as though it is some absurd tragedy. It always seems that there is always something completely unexplainable, and there is always "drama" in out lives. It is up to us top ( Read more... )

Well, decided to write something out of boredom. SO how are you little kiddos out there doing this illustrious night...I am actually not doing too well...I was supposed to do two AP Lit BAs and of course my slacker/procrastinator ass didn't do a damn thing yet but read the books...NOT good. Oh well, it sucks, I'll get over it. Well, now, so far I ( Read more... )

God, it was sensory overload to see all my friends today at school. It was great. I am actually a completely happy person right now. Everyone was so damn extatic to see me, I felt like I was actually wanted...tis' a good feeling. Oh well, I HAVE FOUND A NEW FAVORITE BAND! The Used, they make everything better and make me happy...and now I model my ( Read more... )

Why do I let myself sit in these remedial classes every B-day and subject myself to the teachers tyrannous ongoings of superficial power. It's just irritating...Why can't I just be free of all this crap and go to college...thats all I wish for. Why can't I have my car and license back? Oh well, why ask why?

I just recently realized something, why kill myself when there are billions of others in this world more deserving of death than I? So, this is my new idea...I AM NOT GOING TO DIE, PEOPLE WHO DESERVE TO WILL. Well, mostly this anger resides from the fact that I am still in my house and I have NO WAY OUT. Well, okay, maybe I am going a bit overboard ( Read more... )

It's only been what, 12 hours since my sentence has been passed, and already I am ready to die. This is some horrible shit people. Sitting inside my house all day, with no one to talk to. Some people need to come over and say hello, that is all I ask, all I wish for. Well, at least tomarrow night my old man is letting me go with him to visit some ( Read more... )

This is REALLY annoying now. I come home to my STEP mother bitching at me and I just sat there and let it slide. Thats all I am going to do about a lotta things that aggrivate me...just let them slide. Oh well, grounded for a week now; There goes Thanksgiving break...hope all you kiddos have fun out there while I am trapped...

What are we doing putting up with all this drama; Nevertheless, why do people seem to love to start it, let alone freak over stupid little shit. Do not take this as me bitching; Take this as a statement of my realization that there is too much drama for anyones good here. I'm sitting here next to Mays, and he is tellinbg me about how things used to ( Read more... )

What are we doing putting up with all this drama; Nevertheless, why do people seem to love to start it, let alone freak over stupid little shit. Do not take this as me bitching; Take this as a statement of my realization that there is too much drama for anyones good here. I'm sitting here next to Mays, and he is tellinbg me about how things used to ( Read more... )