level of important... computer 1 the most important.. sex 2 the least important... this shouldnt be true... only if he is tired of having sex with the person ... and i wish it werent true but it sometimes seems to be... well for the past 4 days it seems to be... i hate computers

life is awsome.. seriously, its never been so great. cassidy is the best person i could have ever asked for... were getting married hehe in march probably.. then we want to start a family :) .. ive never been happier.. ive never had someone that cared so much about me .. i know he loves me with all of his heart, just as much as i love him :) and i ( Read more... )

i dont feel well inside

im going to do better. i have to do better. i will do better.

i cant lose this.. blah.... i dont know what to do... well i do but its hard for me... uggh

so much to do today... need to load all my shit back on the puter.. .thats gonna take foooooooorrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeevvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

so here i am in tn at my job ... my job is soooo boring.. but i love my house and the town... its great so far.. .things are crazy ( Read more... )

we (cassidy david amy and i) are moving to an undisclosed city in an undisclosed state up north. most will know where and contact info.. but some dont need such information. client logic is relocating us so that we can keep a job with the company. i really love it up here so far.. the weather is perfect and so is the town. we will all be home on ( Read more... )

times are changin.. i cant go on without you ( Read more... )

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you ( Read more... )

i cant help but feel like this could be a mistake... or it could be the best thing ever ( Read more... )

uggh ... i hate not having anything to do... i hate staring at the walls.. i gotta find something to do... mushroomhead on tuesday... work tomorrow .. great.. .