i got another tattoo. it took 2 trips to the tatty shop, but its beautiful and worth it. its on my arm, kinda big. has 2 flowers (with a maroon to yellow coloring) over chinese wind bars and sprial clouds. i wish i could take a picture and put it up, but my cam is pretty shitty and cant capture it right. dad hates it and mom really hasnt showed any ( Read more... )

i asked for it, and now i have it. i found my love. and hes perfect. mmmmmm. i love him so much. 12/12.

a conversation with rob got me thinking. ive become obsessed with wonderful love stories and a jealous maniac listening to people talk about how much they love a person, and how much that person love(d) them back. its making me go nuts. im going insane waiting for someone to love me back the way i can love them. i alwayz end up with these guys that ( Read more... )

All through high school i had friends that would forget about me, and make me feel like a complete loser because i wasnt good enough for them to remember, and ever since then i just kept close with the friends that didnt do that, but then one did and now it feels like another is going to. and to top it all off, i cant find someone to care about me ( Read more... )

as of right now, it doesnt even feel like im living life. i got to work, come home, nap, take a shower and try to get someone to come out or do something with me, but they are either working, too tired because they worked, or have school in the morning and want to get to bed at a reasonable hour. i need to take up a hoby or something. start drawing ( Read more... )

grandfather died today :/

think i scared mr mike with bad humor and now i have to take a step back. oh well. hes cool. if things go along still, great. if not, bummer.

we got robbed at work again. but they caught the KIDS this time. one of them is like 16 tears old. WTF. LOL< an old man came into work today and said something along the lines of "i read they caught the kids ( Read more... )

munky got himself a little surgery done on wed. poor guy, so i got him a tool long sleeve t shirt and brought it to him today to make him feel a little better. he has to wear this silly looking thing for a couple days and then a sling. but hes really hurting right now. really hasnt left his couch for 3 days. poor poor munky ( Read more... )

so i think i met someone special. im not gonna bring my hopes up, just to be safe, but i had 3 fantastical nights hanging out with him. and he seems to like me just fine. i probably wont get to talk to him tonight, but when i get a chance to, im gonna ask him what hes looking for right now. if he wants a relationship, then im down, but no booty ( Read more... )

i'm in fucking heat!! and it sucks SO MUCH ::tears:: i see a cute guy walking by, im like "wowwy, hes a looker, i wanna fuck the brains outta him". NOT GOOD. . . . . . need solution. . . . . . need some. . thing. Need sex. Stupid fucking sex.