Mini breakdown

[psychogranny]

I had one, today. It's been a while since that's happened. I was feeling pretty good, other than trying to figure out why, for the past two weeks, I keep having these weird dreams, that all run along the same theme, and have basically the same characters, each time. They've got to mean something. They have to, if the same people are in them,

Comments

[squarewave]

I am sorry that you had to go through all of this. I went rhough more or less the same thing when I placed my stuff in storage after Marcie and I split. It was pure hell, getting all of my belongings to a storage place...

Damn...

I hope that you are feeling better now. I just wish that I was feeling better too.

Talk to you later sweetie})

[psychogranny]

I'm feeling better, now. Now that I can finally settle down and rest again. I wish you could feel better, yourself. =/

[dying_in_stereo]

thats horrible. even if it was something from your stuff its a storage facility and its their job to fix it and he was definitely out of line for blaming you non stop about it. thats a rude thing to do to a customer. im sorry :(

[psychogranny]

That's the thing that made it more frustrating is that I knew it wasn't from my stuff. I guess it was the fact that I was being blamed repeatedly and very rudely, for something that wasn't my fault, it just unburied a lot of stuff from my past, and that on top of the stress of them dumping that on us, with such short notice, just pushed me over the edge.

[waffles2poles]

You were overwhelmed, mama. I would be, on top of frustrated.

And although the storage facilitator attendent was probably having a bad day because HE was overwhelmed with his job gives his no excuse to use you as a scapegoat for his frustrations.

You're far from a whimp. You're just trying to do the best you can.

I understand your plight and wish you peace.

I love you. HUGS!!!

Chuck

[psychogranny]

Thank you, I am trying to do my best. That's what's so frustrating. That people only judge from what they see on the surface. And I was overwhelmed. Too much thrown at you at one time, like some of the others said, would make anybody crazy.

Thanks for the hugs, and being such a good friend.

Luv you, too -=)

Granny

[blue_orchid82]

You said it better to me earlier in a response to my post (thanks, btw), but hey, us bipolar people will never judge each other for that sort of thing and heck, even a "normal" person would freak out to some extent in that sort of stressful situation.

[psychogranny]

Why is it that it's so hard for us to take our own advice? I appreciate your comment. Thank you so much. =)

[logicalargument]

They should have given you more notice. It was unfair and unreasonable to expect you to do everything that fast. blue_orchid82 is right, anyone would have been stressed out by circumstances like these.

[psychogranny]

It was only to keep themselves from getting into trouble with the health department. If they'd been doing they're jobs the way they were supposed to, all along, this wouldn't have happened. but of course, the air conditoning leaks in the hallway, everytime we run it. We've been waiting a year for them to fix that. We've been waiting two years for a new bottom element in our oven. The last one blew out. The door to the cabinet under the sink falls completely off, and it has landed on one of our feet more than once. We've been waiting ever since we've moved in to have the leak in the pipes under the kitchen sink fixed. It's been worked on 5 or 6 times, and it's never been done right, and now there's mold all over the inside of the cabinet under the sink. We've complained about all of these things several times, and they've always promised they'd do something, and never did.

I would love to get out of here. I wish my subsidized housing thing would hurry up and go through.