Why do i still feel this way after all these years? It should have passed by now. Why should my heart and eyes react everytime i see you. Memories should be erasered. Nothing should make me feel like this. Not this broken. Not this confused. I don't even fit in your world. I'm not that type of girl. I was, but not as much anymore. I couldn't do ( Read more... )

well things are gunna go up hill i hope. I almsot passed out yesterday so i felt school and slept for a good hr and a half then me and ricky got in werid fights again. It's all good. My life is just werid. 23 days till prom. oh snap! .. i have easy classes next year thank bob. English 12/journalism 1&2/spanish 4!/Marine Bio/CHORUS! woot woot! then ( Read more... )

yeah what does one do when everything that has happened to u and can't fix happens to one of the closest people you know and possible love.. everything is heading for a down hill i am guessing now.

well what a weekend .. yesterday took all my energy out and today i've been pigging out on junk food.Dance and hanging out with my bf i guess does that to me now. Hopeully i'll be nice and hyper for 2morrow cause i'll need energy to no get picked on for my outfit. I wish i longer hair. My hair would look so much better for wed. oh yeah one month ( Read more... )

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Test results back .. all negative. I'm stil wondering why i keep getting sick. New doctor soon. Oh joy but i think this one will really help me out. Good Valentine's day 2day.

happy Valentine's day lovebugs!.. yeah even though everyone might have had a great day but, u kno who u r, ... ur my valentines!

I'm a brave girl! 5-6 vials of blood from me and i'm living! .. yeah that's all just had to tell u that

i gotta put on a brave face!i won't be in probably my first 4 classes mon. i'll be at the hospital. I need to get my blood tested for hypoglycemia. I'm a bit scared since i absolutley hate needles. But i need to be a brave lil girl. I think i have a boy but i ain't excatly sure. I'm so nervous around him. I just had a quiet emotional day yesterday ( Read more... )

yeah all i have to say is i absolutley hate doctors!they ruin everything! i had the most interesante day and then they ruin it! I just need to get through the next week or so!