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[psychomidget]

I realized today that i've stopped looking. Hmm. Looking doesn't really seem to explain what i mean. I've stopped observing. I think that's it. I've stopped being aware of my surroundings and all things worth actually watching. This upsets me a tad.

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[booktard]

you couldn't have realized this unless you were still somewhat observant. it's a start.

[psychomidget]

yes, well the problem isn't me losing my observation skills, it's me using them on the wrong things. :D

[booktard]

I don't know how isolated you are vs. going out or hanging out with people a lot, but that could be a reason. Isolation tends to breed depth and observation that consistantly surrounding yourself with people denies you.

[psychomidget]

I'm usually a good balance, but recently i've been a bit more secluded, which could explain the sudden realization.