so today being the last full day and such i popped out a little early...say 4/5 early...and went to get dave...we've just been relaxing here for some good amount of time and just finished our lunch...i wanna go swimming but he doesn't :( damnit!...nothing to do later tonight but relax...tomorrow is a half day and prom which im not going to...o well ( Read more... )

so wow..i have a massive pain in my back and stomache..but i have to go to school...um....yea

OUCH!!!!!!!!

so i have class at brookdale on monday tuesday wednesday and thursday...atleast i have fridays off... :)

well i took my brookdale placement tests...got lost there...hmm...

tomorrow is orientation with maynard....should be good...

thanks to nichole for the journal layout...my brain couldn't produce anymore ( Read more... )

so tonight was pretty rad...went to the softball game and met up with gemz, di, and dawn...not to mention the guys *coughbretcough*...haha...we got our "goodies" as gemz called it....and set out for the bleachers...the boys were warming up and us girls were freeeeeezing....after about 10 minutes we realized that they weren't playing anybody tonight ( Read more... )

so im kinda really upset and depressed about things lately..me and dave are NOT doing to well as most of you know...which kinda sux bc i really do love him...i just wish i would wake up from this bad dream but it aint gonna happen...ive also realized that may is definately my bad month...it was about a year ago that all the shit with me and andy ( Read more... )

so, since no one is around right now (dave, nikki, gems, x, and matt) i might as well try to update my layout...trying to decide what i wanna do...

ok..so dave hasn't been home in 10 hours and no one has heard from him...im about to go drive around and look for accidents...

im quite worried but i bet hes ok and just drinking...i wouldn't be surprised...but idk...there is still that sense of fear...

well i know that i haven't really updated much but here is the rundown as of friday night ( Read more... )