my boyfriend is a loser.

i hate him. he cause all this c.p.s. drama to go on longer than it needs to and now he doesn't even come home.

because of him i'm gonna turn into one of those mother who only talked to the father of their kid whent hey have money or on the baby's birthday.

i hate him.

he uses me. and i know he's still getting high. that's ( Read more... )

have you ever felt like a charity case? the past weekend not only did i loose one of my only friends, but also she made it seem like i was charity. all over a ride home from thr fucking fair.

i went to the fair with my best friend and left layla @ my moms house. i have left her there before but only for a hour or two, this time i was leaving her ( Read more... )

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well c.p.s. finally called today. i knew that they were gonna call. all my test were negitive and all james mouth swab test were too. but his hair folical test was positive. C.P.S. limit is 500 and james tast came out at 13000. BIG FIGHT between him and i. i requested 3 more months of drug test.   ::sighs:: 

Every time things seem to be working out and finally getting to be working out something always has to happen. For instance

rent: i get cash assistance from D.e.s. and i have been using it to pay rent every month. About a week ago i had a feeling that it wasn't going to be there this month. and yesterday, after going to my 6 week check up (aka pap ( Read more... )

  
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 Happy Birthday Layla Jade Elizabeth Maybon!!

Born:  02/20/08     Time:  12:35pm
7 Lbs.   4Oz.   19.5 In.

Born @: University Medical Center, Tucson, Az

People in the Room when she was born: Nana Alcantar And James "daddy" Maybon

Doctor: Jessica Moreno and Dr. Cavasin

Hours in Labor: 4.5 hours

Pushes to get her out: 5


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Well i have been in the gutter for the last six and half years.. i started doing meth and did nothing good while using. i did everything from being a stripper, to selling drugs, to mostly ruining my life. i kinda am still dating this guy i love, a lot, but im kinda not. I got pregnant about six months ago.  and didnt find out till 4 and a half ( Read more... )

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