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and so it is, I have strep...again...twice in a month and for the first time in my life all at once...tonsils must come out according to the doc...im ignoring her knowledge and opinion and opting for sheer ignorance in favor of being at school on time whether I can swallow properly or not lol sooooo there! HA! what now? lol...insanity hits at odd ( Read more... ) -
Muse...
A single glance at that unfinished Hopper in my room reminded me...I once had a passion. It was unstopable, and cherished. My art, my writing, my photography all came together at once. It came from an unknown, a depth. That unknown walked out of my life last summer and ever since that passion seems to have faded. I recently have found an ( Read more... ) -
I really do hate this shirt...
This may be boring...I forgive you ahead of time for not reading ( Read more... ) -
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So yeah today was odd yet wonderful...spent the morning with Dave and that made the day much brighter from the begining...then worked which was actually okay...the boys behaved as best they could lol ( Read more... ) -
"We live on front porches..."
so, whilst driving home yesterday I was struck by an idea. I now know why New Mexico "calls" to me. It is the only place of permanence in my life at this point. It has been the only place that has maintained stability since my childhood. Specifically, my grandmother's house is it. Everything and everyone else has changed, moved on, or died. But ( Read more... ) -
pourquoi?
okay so it seems that I always have known what I wanted...and as usual I got it...so why do I avoid? I don't understand my inexplicable feelings right now but they need to stop..why can't I just be happy without constantly questioning myself...I dont know...im just bothered by my response to this whole thang...yep yep ( Read more... ) -
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and then you come along...right after I forget...and completely knock my feet out from under me...I just wish I knew where we'd be in a month...that would be nice... -
Summer Update the first
Life is amazing...the beach was soo much fun with Justine today and it was much needed rest..however I'm finding that I miss work now...I've connected with the kids and today was the start of summer camp which I missed and that kinda sucks...but hey...overall I'm hapy to be missing them...it means I'm doing something worthwhile...they were upset ( Read more... ) -
update from a fallen LJer
I've kinda fallen down on the job with positng lately so I figured I'd catch up ( Read more... ) -
long time...no update...
okay soooo here is the lowdown...I got a job as a summer counselor (basically residental staff) at the Devereux GLenholme School (hencefourth refered to as Glenholme)...It is an absolutely georgeous place, the staff is pretty much nice (on guy keeps hitting on me...and it's gross) but the rest are cool folks...the kids are amazing...so far I haven' ( Read more... )