My Negative Zen

[psychotommy]

It's been four weeks now.

Ever since the 30th of April, I've been working continously on the Ship, doing promotion in the daytime (11:00-21:00) and  doing the Roof Terrace in the night, from 21:00 to 8:00 in the morning, smoking 3 packs per day, drinking, not eating, not sleeping and abusing myself in various different ways - getting thinner,

Comments

[holochrome]

nothing ever matters, and nothing means anything

true, but why don't we all kill ourselves then?

[psychotommy]

So that we can try again, and eventually feel this sensation again, and then try again. It's like Buddhist meditation which says the same - only that this is from the other side.

[red_woman_red]

vigyázz magadra. Ági meg egy angyal.

[digitaljunky]

Vitamins, mate ;)