last night was fun as hell

went to lizkiss's house..... got high off of stress.... (bleh but hey man free weed is free fucking weed)... love the bong <3. haha. picked up random friend and went to look for haunted places... got bored of lookign for haunted places (and scared) and lazy so went back to liz's house and played dress up but first ( Read more... )

I FUCKING LOVE THE RAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it reminds me of so much

back together.

things are all better.

spent too much time together now....

isnt' it wierd how things work out like that? yeah it is....

I miss so many friends it's ridiculous....

I love <3 you all so comment.

ahhhhh

fuck I hate my life

I'm so confused

and so is he....

adn that hurts like no other

but I've been hanging out with liz kiss <3 lately.... we played with the ouiji board and scared ourselves silly..... I need to go.... <3

today = one of the worst days of my life.....

I don't really want to get into details but it's been fucking shit. no joke.

my tummy hurts now too...

I feel so fucking alone with absolutely no one to turn to.... it does seem like everyone is feeling this way nowadays but I dunno I think I have real reasons to feel this way. Honestly, what the fuck happened to my friends? I have like no one left.... I'm just glad I have dezz when there is actually time (yamean?) but I guess it's still lonely ( Read more... )

Ah ha. So here I find myself, alone in the wee hours of a Monday morning, playing with a paint marker. What a pathetic life. Earlier on I couldn't stop blabbing to my mother dear about anything and everything. I think this may be due to my lack of social interaction outside of people at work, because mainly those people are the only people I ( Read more... )

devin got a cell phone but it's a wierd 618 area code or some shit like that... so he called me and I talked to him while i was on break... I was supposed to call when I got off work but now it says somethign like "the number is incorrect" or some shit.... so I give up...

I'm so lonely... and bored... it's sad....

yeahhum ( Read more... )

I'm lonely......

<3 miss kitty

so yeah I saw devin today for like 2.5 seconds.... slight exaggeration. went to the park before work.... it sucks always working... it sucks how like no one but dezz ever calls (thats' why I love my desiree) or even tries to make plans (aka I'm talking about my boyfriend).... yeah seriously.... it's shityt ( Read more... )