i don't think i'm doing this journal anymore.

i've got to get over my addictions. not normal sex, drugs..etc addictions. much deeper ones. only one person knows what they are. siobhan. she's the only one who cares. to me, she's the only one who matters in my life. i could live without my family or friends. but i need her. she helped me get over my ( Read more... )

my brothers bet me a dollar that i couldn't go on the computer for one whole day.i'm not addicted, i can easily stay off for a week. but now that they put me up to it, i keep wanting to go on. i just came on today to tell write about it....

i'm gunna be a dollar closer to being rich.

FUCK YOU! this is so fucked up. i can't fucking take this bull shit anymore. i hate everything and everyone, those few of you who have made it better, i love you. but for the assholes i have met along the way. i hope you fucking rot in hell. i can't take ths shit any longer. i hate how everybody ignores me and don't think i care or that what i say ( Read more... )

 i feel weird like i don't know whats going to happen next and i don't want it to happen. like i'm inching threw life slowly and i don't know what life's like after death and it's just going to go on forever and even if it does end. it's just a void in my life. maybe it's love, or i just need to get out of the fucking prison i have to live in. i ( Read more... )

i seriously just typed a huge entry and it got erased. oh motherfucker. ali's grad party today and i hope you like your present .. it look a jinormous amount of thinking...

i'm in the mood for strawberry cream from starbucks, they just taste..super yumm-a-liciousic nickolita, ya up for it?

this is my favorite picture of a fire inside and it may ( Read more... )

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today-tuesday- i woke up at like 1:45 or so. then my parents talked me into going to the beach, all they had to say was 'we're going to the beach, put your suit on and let's go.' so when i got there, there was absolutly nobody i knew so i walked down to the lagoon, but i didnt make it past the curve to the jetti cause the sand was hella hot by the ( Read more... )

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thank fucking god it's all over. i was about to drink drain cleaning shit if i had to deal with the same shit for another year. the graduation went smoothly, i wasnt worried at all. the video was pretty sad. but i'm glad its over and we can all move on.there's only a select few who stayed cool and didn't let shit get to their heads. i'm glad about ( Read more... )

check this out. top 3 roller coasters ranked by speed ( Read more... )