ive been lookin in the mirror for so long ( Read more... )

no one beleives that im ot in worcster no one but the ppl who see me out here but thats a good thing as a matter of fact yeah i am in worcester an i go to the lybrary at 4 pm every day an if the cops want me then thats were ill be come on im not that stupid how could i stay in worcester when the last day i was there i had 6 cops go up to my hous ( Read more... )

today i didnt do much i got a lil bit of work done on the ramp but thats bout it i was basically riddin all day i jus started gettin back in to it so far i taught myself the barspin shit some 360 thing were i stop the front tire an spin the bike around but ill tell u wat i killed myself tryin that shit my shins r black an blue ... oh i did this ( Read more... )

i got hung up on yeserday an i wasnt really that mad i guess i am gettin better wit the shit that i have to deal wit an apparently i got arrested for shop liftin thats news to me i wonder wat i stole ne ways yesterday i was gonna switgh the tires on my aunts car wit the old car an i got both tires off an i went to put them on her car an they didnt ( Read more... )

today i talked to aunt bout me stayin out here an how long i will be out here an things got straitened out an i feel a hell of a lot more comfortable i love it an i worked on my uncles bike wit him an he brought a car up here an said that if i wanted to work on it then i can have it its the illest shit he had a specail bar put in it so the car wont ( Read more... )

i feel kinda weird i dont really fit in wit my fam im like an odd ball every one here is so into talkin bout things wit each other an constently havein a conversation bout things that r on there mind or things that r botherin them an i have such a hard time talkin bout shit like that cause i never no who is donna be there for me when i run into a ( Read more... )

today was allright i hate havein to hide out in a house all day it sux i wish that i could be in worcester thats were i belong wit all my friends an shit ... well i cut back on smokein a lot i only do it like once a dayif i do it at all ... i jus woke up an its allmost 2 in the mournin i had a weird dream bout y friends mom bein a cop an i was ( Read more... )

lets see now i am livin in the middle of the woods but i actually like it its peaceful an theres a huge ass feild in the back of the house that looks beutiful like somethin out of a post card an theres this rock that i go sit on at night before the sun sets an its the greatest thing that i have ever seen i am not comein to worcester ne more except ( Read more... )

lets see today i found out that my moher is doin coke an that when i was younger she lied to me an aid that she tried to jump off bridge when in reality that she allmost overdosed on drugs it seems like mad shit round me an ppl round is gettin worse ... i an even walk through downtown without bein chased an apperently kris told the cops mad shit ( Read more... )

lets see its 12 30 an i am so tired but i need to finish downloadin this shit an make the sickest cd ever made its gonna take me all weekend to make it bu i dont care it will be worth it