This is only a test...

[psycoma417]

Repeat...this is only a test,
If this were a real life, you would have been given instructions on where to go and what to do.
- My So Called Life

I’m Not Who I’m S’posed To Be

A look in the mirror
A face looks at me
I’m not who I’m s’posed to be

A shoe that’s tied
With bended knee
I’m not who I’m s’posed to be

A belt that fits
Would be something to see
I’m not who I’m s’posed to be

A chair with arms sitting
Haphazardly
I’m not who I’m s’posed to be

A chairless table
A booth I see
I’m not who I’m s’posed to be

A body I don’t recognize
A face that I wish I could hide
A shame that lives so deep inside

A loveless world does not see me
I’m not who I’m s’posed to be