yeah prom was last night.. it was wonderful. i loved it. i had the funnest time. me & alisha got our nails done & she got her hair cut. we didnt get back to my house until... 4:40? ish. yea lol & thank god derek was late. lol i wasnt ready at all by 5:15. lol he got here round 5:45/ 5:50 ish... with grandma & aunt beth. grandma was lookin at alisha ( Read more... )

i dont fucking give a shit anymore. ppl bother me.. alot. & they need to shove it. i dont wanna hear it or deal with it. cauz its fucking anoying. this is why i wanna go to cerc, because ppl make a big fuckin deal out of nothing. & im tired of it. i wanna move out & go somewhere where ppl dont do that. the high school drama scene is really fucking ( Read more... )

im so ready to kill / move out of my fucking house. i fucking hate it here. my parents just bitched at me cauz harry & alisha broke up & how the plans are changing & shit. & how they dont know any of my friends & how they dont trust me at billy's house or in his car or him driving. yeah im so fucking ready to kill myself/ something too, i mean i ( Read more... )

io realized what i long for with my relationship with derek. time when its just me & him, with out ppl watching us as if were gonna fuck right there... (aka FREE PORN!) maybe we'll get some of that over spring break. :) if not o well.. i do have alot to work on in my room ..

ok iv been having these dreams that change my mind on things. i had a dream i died.. & i was mad at derek.. & i died on the phone with him. it was odd.. but i donno i was mad at him kinda for the whole friends with benifits not cheating... but i mean i donno... im happy with him & thats all that matters. cinderellas over.. im so sad, i miss it. i ( Read more... )

ppl are making me mad. im gonna talk to the ppl i want to, if you have a problem with it say it ONCE! not over & over & over!! i got it you dont like them but that doesnt mean i have to not like them!! so get over yourself & shut the hell up bout it.

i havent wrote in awhile. we got a 1 at districts on tuesday. were learning this song from the renisance to add. its kool, were doing it for S&E too. .. i gotta pee, brb back.. lol i gtg work on all my late projects. love to all (ok most... well maybe few... )

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my dads being so fucking gay right now. ok so i slept in my sleepingbag the other night, so obviously i have to roll it back up. i kno this... im not so fucking stupid i cant figure these things out on my own.. but he has to ask me every 5 min to do it. its like god damn im busy ill get it later... so its jus chillin in my room right now cauz i ( Read more... )

im so happy today, im not sure why. when i was getting my hair cut, it hit me that i was going to prom.. with derek... & that im with him.. like i really am, its not a dream, hope or wish. i donno it just hit me then, i just realized it. i feel like im high because im so happy. rachels party wass soo much fun! i hearted it. kelseys up! yay... im ( Read more... )