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May 14, 2005 22:23

I dont know exactly whats brought me to this state tonight, but this is an anger I thought I left behind me a long time ago. I never thought I'd feel like this ever again after all my therapy and being of my medication (which i've stopped taking again, I'm too strong for that shit anymore), but I have a lust for blood tonight. I went on a walk ( Read more... )

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not_forgotten53 June 17 2005, 04:46:57 UTC
Hey. I know we haven't talked in a few months but tonight I was reading random journals so I read yours and got caught up. I'm glad you've found someone to make you really happy. You don't need all that drama in your life. Holly definitely sounds good for you. When we dated, I was always wrapped up in my own shit that I wasn't there for you, and that's not what you need. So I'm very happy for you, I mean that. The last post about you almost killing yourself really scared me. I mean, I haven't been the best friend to you ever, but I'd still be really upset if you offed yourself. And the post I'm commenting on now really scared the shit out of me. I know it's an old post but still. If you were to hurt yourself like that, you'd wake up the next morning and just regret it. So, I'm sorry you were feeling that way during that post.

And by the way, I saw you at my church a couple weeks ago. Haha. Nice seeing you all again.

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