today is...
"kill melissa because she cant go the concert her boyfriend paid for"

yeah...i cried. (not for the concert..shut up.)
what else can i do?
my summer is going to be horrible.
my mom wants me to go to summer school AND work.

wtf?

(hence above) wow...me and Jenny have issues.

my week at school was awesome. like a fairy tale.
yesturday, i had so much fun with chris ( Read more... )

heh. i kinda got that from Denisse.
Spring break was horrible. Talk about drama. I hate it ( Read more... )

eh. im back to thinking im crazy.
im back to feeling like im paranoid.
I called him, (me = happy) after going to the doctor ( Read more... )

Lets see my list of emotion:

1. im sad:
* my babe is all the way in Tampa/Orlando/Kissimmee (<-wtf? i dont even know how to spell it..)
* i miss him too much. its been a week since we havent seen each other physically. =/

2. im happy:
* he called me before he left (mind you, this was at 3 AM.) and while he was in Tampa, he txt me and called me to ( Read more... )

you know tht feeling when you know tht something is going to change your world completely, but in the worst way possible?
Can i just say, i have tht feeling ( Read more... )

i have no idea why i hate this day.
i mean its an official day where you can pull a prank on someone, where you can lie to someone they'l believe you and then you could laugh in their face when you tell them the dreaded phrase:
April Fools!so tell me, give a purpose for this. thts not fun. thts mean. but im a party pooper, so nevermind, dont listen ( Read more... )

Ooh lala. long time no read humans.

Where should i start? Too much to tell...but like in general terms:

*Im a bad ass chick, i need to calm my ass down: im grounded til futher notice. (my guess til progress report)

*Life= kinda upside down

*Im still dating the love of my life. ^^
im deeply in love...
*I get paid for sitting in front of a computer ( Read more... )

What can i say?
Im so very happy at this moment. i didnt think i could ever feel happy after so much crap tht i felt.
I finally was w/ chris, and (. . .) what can i say? we havent been together like tht in a long time... and i felt so happy tht we were finally able to be together, and feel like i was falling in luv all over again. It was a ( Read more... )

I really dont know anything. Im as ignorant as they say. Maybe im not tht grlfriend material... i dont know much about dating. i know more how to be a friend. My friend Jaime says i'm the coolest grl to be around, i'd be the best grlfriend to have... i only wish tht were true.
I think ever since tht whole thing about ur friends saying tht you care ( Read more... )