Same crap every year

[psykosisters]

Well it´s this time a year! 13 of december the day my friend died! and i still get so sad i just wish i could disapear somewere and drink my brain out! HA i wish i had the money for it! i soo want to get so drunk i don´t even know my name ;__; or any name for that matters! i hate december i hate winter i hate christmas i hate everything! my stupid

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[blitz]

awwwwwww T_______T
*squeeeeze*

it's weird you feel this way today(13th), it's (would have been) hide's birthday ;o;

hum. I can relate to that feeling of everything seeming shit and hating everything..I think you just need time. A couple of relaxing days will do you good and I'm sure you'll be yourself again soon. It's totally normal to have times like this..Life is so shit isn't it? Sometimes I struggle to find something about it that is actually good xD But..we can only carry on to find out I suppose.

Your friend will always be with you for as long as you remember her <3

Feel better, don't stress yourself or drink yourself to death xD that never solves anything! ♥♥♥

[psykosisters]

you should ask Eve why she had to die on his birthday! >.> but then 2day is a sad day because he is dead and can´t celibrate his B-day! :/ I hate this day more than anything in this world! why do things like this have to happen?? i mean why can´t we all live to we get like 150 years old like those stupid sea turtles in fiding Nemo ;__; I promise i wont do anything stupid like drink my head to peaces x.x thou i want to! but NO i promise! and YES my life is shit! x.x it would take me weeks to write down the reason why my life is crap! ;) Yeah Eve is with me at all times! i know that! it´s just i wish she could be here so i could talk to her :/ thank you so much for beeing my friend! and i´m sorry i´m in such a shitty mood. ♥

[blitz]

;o;! aw, don't apologise, I understand ^~^
you need to vent it all out.

You're right. Life is so shit. I really don't understand death or why these things happen. It is the hardest thing to get through T_T I wish we were sea turtles. Animals are more civilised than humans. and I'll bet they have happier lives.

Thank you for promising xD You should take care of yourself. ♥ *loves*

[howtypicallyme]

I agree with Emma on everything she said, be careful and relax and take care of yourself <3 Feel better soon!! Your friend will always be in your heart.. ♥ And watching over you forever! ♥

Thank you for the christmas gift.. ♥ :)

[psykosisters]

She is the brightest star on the skye ♥ thats the one we gave her! so hopefully i will see it tonight! and i promise u 2 i won´t drink my head into bits and peaces ;) i will be a good girl! i will go and buy a candle and a rose and go down to the water and sit there and light the candle and just be u know?! oh i only wish i could have given u a better one! but all the good ones were already taken :P so i though Hey why not his love in eternity :D thats a good one ♥

[miyu_me]

Aww, you shouldn't apologize about the post! Everybody has their down days and the right to express their feelings *huggles* I hope you'll find that song soon, and that you'll feel better ! ~♥