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I have so much to say and yet I don't want to reveal much at all. I don't need people to be butting into my business, because it's mine and not theirs ( Read more... )

The truth is, she fucked me up bad. I wish I was past all this shit, but I'm not. I don't believe her, but I will never know because I wasn't there (but where exactly is "there" anyway? That place does not even exist). That's not very comforting- to know that I will never know what really happened. All I have are words. That is all I will ever have ( Read more... )

Pasted from my MyspaceI looked up the elements in my dream, to see if I could figure out why I had the dream. It was a nice dream, so it was weird because I went to sleep in a bad mood and I was crying before I went to bed. Here's a quick summary of the dream ( Read more... )

Pasted from my MyspaceThis morning my mom woke me up and told me that he left a card and flowers on my car! In the card he wrote that he was sorry that we've been on the rocks and that he's been hard on me lately, and that he's gonna try to work on his anger and stuff... I didn't even talk to him last night (well, earlier, but not when I wrote last ( Read more... )

Pasted from my MyspaceI'm sick of us fighting all the time. I hate fighting. I really do. It really brings me down. Even when we aren't fighting I think about it. I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I'll try to be better. I feel like I'm not good enough for anybody! The only people who I feel really do accept me are Suzan, Amanda and Shayla. And I just ( Read more... )

I write what I write because I can. I have the right to write. And no one can take that away from me. If you can't handle the truth, and you can't handle me being honest, then fuck you then. If you're an asshole, I'm gonna say you're an asshole, I won't sugarcoat anything. If I don't say anything about you in here, then consider yourself lucky, and ( Read more... )

Yeah, so last night before he was being an ass and hung up on me, he said he'd call me to wake me up (I gotta wake up early to work on my speech before school, it's due today.). Well he called this morning (I didn't think he would) to wake me up. So I got up. And apparently I mumbled something but I don't remember what, but he thought I said "Matt ( Read more... )

Oooooh man am I pissed! Sergio and I were talking on the phone and I could barely hear him, I think it was my house phone. Because on my cell phone I could hear him fine, its just that the signal sucks. So I used my house phone. Anyway, so I was asking him if he could talk louder and he started yelling at me about how he couldn't talk loud because ( Read more... )

I'm gonna be a nurse. I was a nurse last year. It was fun. Normally I don't always like to be the same thing twice, but for some costumes I do that cuz its fun. Only, last year I just wore a white shirt and white skirt with a red cross taped to it, and a nurse hat. This year I'm getting the actual costume. It's gonna look like this:


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