If I could I would
stay up 'til the early hours of the morning to paint on my canvas
roll in the colors until my room is entirely splattered with red and black paint...
Anger Lust Turmoil Defeat
why has it come to this for me?
why do I lay here  Hot  Cold 
Come here, Baby, let me fuck your lights out

Torn with inside tears and feelings so plain
so much ( Read more... )

I gessoed a canvas now I have to sand it or something ( Read more... )

Last night Mom and Dad got the family a third car.

Now I'm stuck at home with a car in the driveway,

And the wrong set of keys.

Well these past few days I learned more at the JCP catalog counter and learned how to close.... so I guess things are getting better. Not that they were ever wrong.  I just must have been tired when I wrote my last entry.  Tired and bored.

So last night I planned to go see Nate who was in Des Moines briefly, and that was fun..... made my week better ( Read more... )

Well there is not much going on....
Been working a lot.
Got a cramp in my leg last night real bad.
Everything's okay.  
Just waiting for some excitement to come back into my life
Cause everthing right now is just kind of dull.

I suppose I should update again.

I suppose.

Peter called me tonight.  I don't know what he wanted.  Either way, he didn't pick up the phone when I called him back.

Makes an angry face.

The last time we talked I felt very much not appreciated.  And that really bothered me.

I suppose I should quit before I get 'out of hand'.

I got a job at JCPenney in the catalog department.
I am excited about it!

But right now I am tired cause I worked today at the new job.
I've been learning a lot!
But then the parents set me to work at home doing house chores for Rich's graduation open house.

Exhausted..... Blekh.

Zzzzzzzzzzz....

There is a spider bite on my foot ( Read more... )

People leave me voicemails on my cell phone and I almost rarely get to listen to them.  It's pretty bad.  
You know what else is pretty bad?  red onion breath.  
 

So now I have time to write this entry ( Read more... )