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What a night...
Or two, or three. Goodness, everything's been insane lately.
This Aquila thing and then having yet another massive row with Yamato, and then Kite coming to visit (definitely the best bit) and then sort of befriending Yamato again, and-
HIS DOG TALKS! and, it's all so sad and horrible... I can't even keep it all straight in my mind any more. I suppose having found the diary and.... descriptions of his.... treatments. I suppose I understand a little more why he's so sad, but it's horribly hurtful to hear him talk about life. He doesn't trust anyone.
Only now I said I'd help take him to the ball, even if he's thinking it of some sort of awful last request before he holes himself up forever in that house. The ball~ I am in an absolute panic. What am I going to do? What am I going to WEAR? I thought it was a costume ball so I went and got fancy material for it, only now apparently a masquerade here isn't anything like that at all- it's black tie and masks, and i've been trying to figure out some way to fix it all day, and getting nowhere. He's really not going to forgive me this time if I make a complete fool out of him. Ryuu's not much help this time either....
Or two, or three. Goodness, everything's been insane lately.
This Aquila thing and then having yet another massive row with Yamato, and then Kite coming to visit (definitely the best bit) and then sort of befriending Yamato again, and-
HIS DOG TALKS! and, it's all so sad and horrible... I can't even keep it all straight in my mind any more. I suppose having found the diary and.... descriptions of his.... treatments. I suppose I understand a little more why he's so sad, but it's horribly hurtful to hear him talk about life. He doesn't trust anyone.
Only now I said I'd help take him to the ball, even if he's thinking it of some sort of awful last request before he holes himself up forever in that house. The ball~ I am in an absolute panic. What am I going to do? What am I going to WEAR? I thought it was a costume ball so I went and got fancy material for it, only now apparently a masquerade here isn't anything like that at all- it's black tie and masks, and i've been trying to figure out some way to fix it all day, and getting nowhere. He's really not going to forgive me this time if I make a complete fool out of him. Ryuu's not much help this time either....