At a friends house 
been drinking ahhhhh
all this shit wont go away 
with the alcohol it gets worse 
lol i all this crap would go away 
im at a loss because i see nothing else
to do
its kinda fuked up when one sees there family tear 
in two

Its all because of thoise FUKING CUBANs
I ahte them i wish they got deported they are the cause for everything
the ( Read more... )

A decision i have to make 
is if i want to pursue anything with
this chick
she nice outgoing , funny , pretty 
but idk like if it would work
would i get to see as often 
because she lives in Broward
its a sticky situation
because i am starting to like to
but then i liek this other female at my school
and idk i think theres a chance for me to go with this
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I have finally met a girl that is worth while
i met her during Yelba's fifteens
lol i met her during the song "Noche de Sexo"
you can guess what happen
sooo yea Yelba introduced us
and then i added her on myspace
i was going to write to her you know
spit some game or whatever
Too late she wrote to me first
asking me if i had asked for her number thru ( Read more... )

Today ima hang out with one of the girls i have a 
crush with
and i have class witht the other one
damn damn they both cute
both Dominican
lol
and they so similar 
I feel a bit better
i go out and play b-ball every day trying to get in
shape
eventhough ppl say i am in shape 
Damn and my head hurt i had to get surgery done on it
last night
(well not surgery but ( Read more... )

Im in class right now
im pretty chill
i have alot of things on my mind
and im pretty confused on what to do
i have this huge depression 
and i wish i could get over it or something 
I went to the mall yesterday 
and it sucked
lol and going to the mall never suks 
soo that is how i know 
im really fuked up in the head
ahhhh
i feel so fuking lonely
all do now a ( Read more... )

This weekend was badass
I went to West Palm Beach with my rich
Family , I got to ride in a Lambo and there 750 BMW
It was badass lol then we went to this Greek restaurant
And it was good .. The food was great I as there with a whole
Bunch of family
It went down
And for a moment I got to forget about all that stress and just relax
And I got to dance ( ( Read more... )

I feel horrible
I don’t know what to do
Im freaking out
I couldn’t sleep last night
Today I’ve tried to work the grim
Thoughts out of my head
I found out why he is dying
M friend Nelsito
Was working out and ya know
A vein popped in his head and filled
His brain up with blood
And now he is in a coma state
I prayed yesterday
even though I pray every day
But ( Read more... )

I always knew life was a very fragile thing
but today i realized it soo much mor
Damn i sooo depressed
i dont feel like doing anything
My Close friend is on his death bed
and has 2 days of life expectansy (however you spell that )
its the worse
i know his mom
he was just at my house on Sunday
at this party i had at my house
i hit me hard when i found
But ( Read more... )

Right now im just so down in the dirts 
im just tired , aching 
idk what to do , and when ever seems
to look up
i always hit rovk bottom 
i am alone 
ad that sucks
i hate being all alone
damn im so depressed
school is str8 i guess
nothing bad 
classes are fun
friends are okay i guess (besides all the drama )
I need to seriously get away 
hopfull this coming ( Read more... )

I dont know but i get alot of questions of why i dont 
talk to a particular friend of mine that i was real close too
sooo now i decided to post it up on why i dont

the reason because me n Schofield are not homies anymore
is because i can say i was kinda brutal on him and mean
but it was basically just a dumb argument

Like all summer i was there you know ( Read more... )