Is has been a long long time since I have updated. I only get on the internet when I come to the library. Even though I havent updated in a long time, there is really not that much for me to say
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for once, read this from Manda
anonymous
November 17 2005, 20:08:20 UTC
First of all honey, don't you ever forget that you have me. You might never hardly talk to me or see me now that you live over there, and I might be the last person you want to hang out with, but I will always be here for you. Even in a f***ing trailer on a bed where I hang off and have absolutely no privacy. And I can't tell you the number of times that I have thought that Grandaddy and Grandad would be so disappointed in me. I have wept and sobbed many times thinking about how if they were still here, would they even want to talk to me or even look at me? I am a disgrace. I have almost no friends because they all moved away, and work friends are different because you only see them at work and when you are home you don't want to think about work. I haven't been kissed, touched, or even looked at in 3 years today. Exactly today. And I wonder who would ever want me. I have a cell phone but no one calls me but Mama and sometimes Louise. Now that is pathetic. You, however, are paying your own way to live on your own, you are
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