[002] [Audio, English]

Nov 28, 2010 00:48

So I haven't, uh, used this a lot. Much.

[He knows how it works! Patrick simply very rarely has anything important to say, or anything he thinks is important enough to bug people over. But he's getting itchy, restless and (more) discontented with himself, even with a nice girl to lend him a shoulder and company.]Name's Patrick, Pat is okay too ( Read more... )

cold in the desert, babyfaced shame

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[ Audio ] graparu November 28 2010, 08:57:34 UTC
Uh... yeah I can think of a few. Safe to say I was a bit of a brat back home.

[Guilty girl is feeling guilty.]

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[ Audio ] ptsdmobile November 28 2010, 09:39:10 UTC
... Maybe this ain't the actual end-all. Right? You-- we could make amends?

[Guilty ex-zombie killer is drunk and guilty and regretting bringing up the topic if it makes Grapple sad.]

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[ Audio ] graparu November 28 2010, 09:44:38 UTC
Even after everything... I don't think this is the end. I'm gonna go home, or at least find everyone and I'm gonna make it up to them no matter what.

[There is nothing in her tone to suggest she doesn't believe everything she's just said.]

I mean, one of my best friends from home is here but I'd do just about anything to see Fred again, or to fight with Ska or yell at Gustav for knowing more than he should and... I'm talking too much.

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[ Audio ] ptsdmobile November 28 2010, 10:07:01 UTC
I wanna... I really wanna just-- call my family and let them know I'm alive, I'm okay. And, and if they pick up it means they are, too, so.

[Patrick swallows past the lump in his throat.]

You can't talk too much.

[Emphasis on the 'you'.]

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Text gunsandhonor November 28 2010, 09:49:23 UTC
Yeah. I do.

And no. I don't.

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[audio] ptsdmobile November 28 2010, 10:03:53 UTC
[Wellp, Gavin don't mince his words.]

Oh.

[To be completely honest, Patrick didn't believe they could, either. It was a frankly pathetic attempt at optimism when the whole issue with his drinking himself into a stupor is because he's too much of a depressing lug to guiltlessly get his hopes up. He doesn't hold the blunt reply against him.]

Guess we can't know for sure, anyhow.

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[Text] gunsandhonor November 28 2010, 10:11:16 UTC
[No he does not. Not on this issue. If anything, he should join the other man in drinking binges.

... He never used to do that before Halloween.]

Why would we? You heard them. All our... everything is gone. Why the fuck would one person... one other person... get out?

[This may or may not be a touchy subject.]

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[audio] ptsdmobile November 28 2010, 10:45:59 UTC
[Kinda polarizing, the way an encouraging word and a discouraging word can send him spiraling on opposite ends of the moody scale. He's impressionable that way.]

... Not arguin'. You could be right, I don't even know what to think, barely.

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pimp_hat November 28 2010, 16:00:09 UTC
My bruddah and my daughtah, I'd give an arm to talk to dem one last time.

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ptsdmobile November 29 2010, 00:27:50 UTC
[Good with words, Patrick is not. He'll try.]

Me, too. I, uh, I'm not a dad, but I got three sisters and they... they didn't deserve what I did.

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pimp_hat November 29 2010, 01:51:27 UTC
T'ink we could say dat fuh all ouh families mon, but dere be no use in wishin' fuh t'ings we can't get.

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ptsdmobile November 29 2010, 02:05:24 UTC
Yeah. You're right, man.

But- maybe if there are so many worlds out there, versions of us, maybe we fixed it in those.

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dovewithadream November 28 2010, 17:23:42 UTC
[She doesn't have anyone back home that she was particularly mean too. Ok maybe Fujimtoto-san, but that was only after he was being mean to her and things had gotten better between them. Sort of. Ioryogi-san was mean to her too, but she knows he never meant anything by it. That's just the way Ioryogi-san was. She did sometimes make things difficult for him, being so clumsy, forgetting about filling the bottle, getting so wrapped up in the nursery, being so stupid sometimes. Fujimoto-san got mad at her for some of those things too. They were pretty similar, Fujimoto-san and Ioryogi-san, getting mad so easily all the time.

God, she misses them both so much.]

I do, but I'm sure we will see them again!

[Hopefully.]

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[audio] ptsdmobile November 29 2010, 00:34:46 UTC
Nice to hear somebody say it, thanks.

[Even if Patrick's belief has waned.]

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paranoidpatriot November 28 2010, 22:46:19 UTC
"..Jet."

[The Freedom Fighter quietly introduces himself. He hadn't been shy, merely suspicious of the technology and mysterious residents to avoid his own communications device. Now that it seems he's going to disappear from existence on this spirits forsaken vessel regardless, he at least wants to be remembered.]

"Got plenty of that; some of em, here. Me, I had a group of companions I left behind. I promised I'd keep them safe, but I failed in that before the Captain scooped me up. They were proud and strong, I have no doubt they did fine without me."

[For how long the world held together for them to do for, is an thought Jet refuses to acknowledge]

"My question... Did avoiding that confrontation help any? Was being here instead of there to face the problem ever something you considered good?"

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[audio] ptsdmobile November 29 2010, 00:37:53 UTC
[Oh boy, today is Loaded Questions day. Having brought it on himself, Patrick has to deal.

He labors to think up a coherent reply, scrubbing over his face with the back of his hand, gripping the neck of a beer with the other.]

Avoiding them was the problem, I guess. So being here-- being here isn't doing nothing but the same.

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[audio] paranoidpatriot December 1 2010, 03:59:30 UTC
"That's what I thought too."

[Jet tilts his head down a little at that. He's not sure what else he'd been expecting to hear.]

"Everyone I talk to expects me to be grateful the Captain saved us, heh, but to me it just feels like the problem is worse."

[He shakes his head in bitterness, trying to hold onto his recent train of thought- the healthier one that isn't consumed by hate.]

"Still, I guess... no matter what we left back home, what's here in front of us is what's important now. Maybe we'll see those people again, and maybe we won't. You and I just have to make sure we don't repeat ourselves in the meantime, right?"

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