How about stopping? Redo. Can I take a muligan? I don't like how this turned out. I'm kinda tired of trying to get things to a point in which I can tolerate. I'll lower my standards and see if they mark up.

People? Interaction? Feeling liked and wanted by people? Who needs that? All I need is myself, and music...So fuck people, fuck people I like and would really like to hang out with, because thats just a bull shit feeling. Humans? Who fucking needs 'em? Not this guy.

I'm taking my finals early, so I can go work at camp...Taking both finals tomarrow, and then heading off to camp staff training...How cool am I ( Read more... )

We had our banquet/last meeting of the year tonight. I wore my traditional kilt, it was awesome. I also got the Youth of the Year award, which is awesome...It was great to see all the first years get inducted, and all that..I hope to have a great club next year as well.

So, I just got back from a day in gloucester. I've missed gloucester. I met Whoreface, and even volunteered at their Y! How fucking kewl am I? What, I don't spend enough time at my own Y, I have to go a different Y and volunteer? I'm super kewl ( Read more... )

I havn't really been doing much lately. Carnival last night, nothing much else......It's fucking hot out, I hate being fat in the summer ( Read more... )

I just woke up from a a 7 hour nap after my all nighter at the Cape Ann overnight, Stewie. It was a great time, and I got to know a lot of cool people. Ruthie and Addy are awesome, the coolest twins I have ever met. TA is funny, and good at telling stories. Nick is sick at UFO and football. Jess is just crazy. And Jen has the best timing ever ( Read more... )

I havn't done a real "This is what I've done:" entry in a while, soo ( Read more... )

I am really sorry to anyone and everyone I was with this weekend. I was pissed off at nothing, and I was a complete asshole, and I am really sorry. I'm sorry...

I have been the BIGGEST asshole today. To Kim and Corey, to Emily, Emily's family, and James, to Katelyn. Shit. I am so sorry to absolutly everyone I came in contact with today. Please don't think that I am always like this, I'm really not ( Read more... )