contemplation.

[pube]

sometimes i wonder what i'm destined for, if such a theory truly exists. at this point, i'm rather certain i'm not made out to be working 9 to 5 in some cubicle. i'm not going to be a doctor and save lives. i won't be shipping off and defending our slowly recessive country. and there's no way i'm going to be a rock star. what kind of possible

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[lemoncoma]

you still have plenty of time to sort things out. just thought i'd let you know. coming from someone who was in your place two years ago and still pretty much feels like they haven't progressed at all from that point. if anything, the coming years will help you figure out what it is you want to/will be able to do. don't be scurred. congratulations, by the way.

[spinning_hubcap]

that was the most mature thing you have ever said. and it has left me utterly speechless.. a feat reached by few
<3

it will all work out

[senshi34]

Doesn't it make you feel so helpless and hopeless? And every passing day it feels like your running out of time. I've felt the same way. To see people around me going somewhere while I'm not. To tell you the truth I feel sorry for other people more than anything. They deserve so much more than anything I could ever offer them. I sometimes feel that I'm nothing but a disappointment to them. I feel truly grateful knowing some people and having them around

Angela

[anonymous]

Pat... i know right now you dont see yourself as doing anything. i was in your shoes about 7 months ago. i saw everyone around me moving ahead and i had no desire to join them. i too couldnt see myself in a cubicle or stuck behind some desk for 8 hours a day. it wasnt until someone sat me down and finally spoke to me like an adult did i decide to do anything. im going to tell you what they told me... 'you got brains and balls for a reason... to use them. you got the brains to know what your doing and the balls to actually do it' im sure that in time everything will begin to fall into place and i know we havent talked much over the past year but if you ever need anything you can call me and ill give you senshi lol just kidding. i know that sounds really corny but its true. well thats all the talking im doing.

YOUR AWESOME!

[six15bassist]

aww pat, i love you :). duh, your the cooliest kid around! you and all your friends.i dont know what the hell im doing with my life either, and i always feel the same way about giving up, i just dont let people see it, thats why im mentally stupid LOLOL!!! yeah, but it sucks that you refered to me as "(joe's)"...eh. But its all gravy. You know you got ears for ya, so many people want to hear what you have to say, and your lucky you have so many people that want to listen. you alright pat, your alright!
P.S im sure i spelled massive amounts of words wrong in this and used my english the wrong way, but you know what, IDC! BBQ OMG!!
-Ange