Well the whole Becca thing fell through because she started crying about how she should go to a different school... I think people shouldn't fall for guilt trips anyways. Like when The Bear is running around with a shotgun, and he's all "WTF I just got killed 8 times in a row this fucking sucks Christ where are you?" and then I say "I'm shooting ( Read more... )

OK so I obviously can't state my oppinion on Becca's journal without it being erased and such...The next step is to waste space in my own to proclaim my hate. So ummm yeah about the party friday night, you're going to have to read brandon's journal for sure... And just remember BECCA, that when you say "OH BRANDON YOU'RE SOO COOL SITTING IN A ( Read more... )

i'm sick of living optimism ( Read more... )

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90% Gregariousness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||| 58% Activity Level ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Excitement-Seeking ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Enthusiasm ||||||||||||||| 50% Extroversion ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Trust ||| ( Read more... )

Today was a very interesting day. I think I've been tormented so long, that even the brightest of bright spots no longer shimmer to me. It's sad really...but I've spent so long being depressed and upset, and just lonely, that its almost comforting now to go home and cry. I passed my driver's test today, heard some promising news, and won a ( Read more... )

I hate looking up to someone for being an individual, and then soon after realizing that they are everything I hate about myself, only amplified. It's funny how people can project really any outward appearance they chose, but in certain situations their real attitude and real feelings slip out. I'd pay to see someone be able to mask their true ( Read more... )