its so weird.. so many old memories come to me... everything from building a 12 foot snowman.. to the personality like the girl next door... some may say i am just missin stuff.. some may say its just a part of growin up... but i think its just the point to show the times are chaging but the past will be forever
i sit here.. 3 days from it all.. but it is a month away... and 72 hours... how will it turn out... gone in 48... then back for the next day... but so little time.. by then i will be able to ride... but my mind will hurt... but it will be worth it will it?
i was gonna write a long blog bout how she is a bitch and how i hate people... but now i am just pissed i lost my cell.. sure no big deal.. just a phone.. can be replaced... well how the hell do i get peoples #'s back fuckers..
... i am sittin here.. waiting for you to come home... but silence is all i hear... no door creaking open.. no one in my bathroom when i need it... no one to be happy in the morning... no one to tell me to have a social life... i will miss you at home babes\
BLAH.. i have been fuckin sick for the past 3 fuckin weeks... i am fuckin tired... i fuckin dislike some of the people in my house... i don't fuckin want to head out... i am fuckin hungry... i feel left out.. i fuckin hate it...i hate it all...