It annoys the crap out of me ya'll don't blog anymore!!!

   I am a work unfinished.

   It waas making me up. I wouldn't cry or laugh, I felt "flat." I just wanted to be put on something for anxiety, but it actually gave me depression. Oh well, that's the end of that. I bought a bottle of wine last night and Eric got mad. He doesn't want me to start drinking but I told hin it's not an all the time. Taking French lessons from a ( Read more... )

   It's that time of the month, and that's all I wanted today. I didn't get it though. There aren't Cinnabons all around here. the closest is at the airport, and the next closest is Altamonte Springs. When I was sixteen, i thought it would be cute to have a Cinnabon wedding cake-my idea. A lady came through my line pregnant with twins. I'm so ( Read more... )

210- calories today.

   Eric is watching Glenn Beck, and I'm surfing the web. Went on my workout today and swimming and a bike ride. I have cute new glasses, they are black. My hair is a deep red, falling to my shoulders. Thick bright copper highlights dance around my face. I want to get a Sleep Number bed. I alway wake up in the middle of the night. Well, every night ( Read more... )

   i dream of marrying Eric everyday of my life. No need for it to be lavish, I just want to be fully his and he be fully mine. To give him that complete love without guilt or refrain. Marriage may not be easy, but most things easy are ever worth it. Eric is my first true love. Have I been around other men? More than I care to remember, he's the ( Read more... )

   I have a new friend who is gay.. He seems so nice, like a girlfriend. He  is funny, and always makes people laugh. So smart.  We comment each others myspaces and always joke around at work. His Mom also works at this Publix so it makes it a little ackward. I'm just wondering what kind of relationship he has with his Mom. She can be pretty ( Read more... )

   Miss Prissie and I are both twiddling our paws wondering what to do to accomplish our goal. We need insightful help. I want to get Eric a kitten or cat. I would want to get him a kitten just to create more of a awww factor, although if the right adult kitty came along it would be great. See, Eric has been taking care of three cats since October ( Read more... )

  would you promise not to tell?

Sometimes I wish that Eric would just hold me and cry with me. Bless his heart, he always wants to fix everything. Maybe I don't want to be fixed, but healed. Let me cry, and tell me I'm beautiful,kiss my wounds. Most importantly, cry with me.