That's right....ONE MORE FUCKING DAY. I'm exhausted from doing so many things over the weekend. I'll update some other time. I just need sleep right now.

until I'm outta here. I sold most of my cds and dvds. I must've gotten rid of 50 cds. It felt good to get rid of them. A decade of pain and emo-ness, a decade of self doubt and insecurity....All gone. As I went through each album, I could remember what I was feeling. I will admit, those cds got me through a lot of pain and sleepless nights. I don't ( Read more... )

7 days. A week left. A whole fucking week. Shit....

8 more days

It's coming closer and closer. All I can do now is take care of what I need to take care of. I still haven't packed, sold my stuff and gotten rid of the things I'm not going to take. Also, 2 more days of work. Almost there!!

I've been working a lot lately. These next two weeks will test my ability to stay focused. By my next paycheck, I'll rack up 70 hours. It's been exhausting, but if I can get through these two weeks of work, I'll feel a lot better. Just a little more, michael, just a little more. Is what i've been telling myself everyday the past week. I start my ( Read more... )

Bought my ticket a couple of days ago. This is it, no turning back. I've been in denial lately. I thought that this time would never come and all of this was just a road left untraveled. Now, having the confirmation number and all the information I need in my hand, it's all real. I leave July 8th. I have 3 and a half weeks left, is it enough to say ( Read more... )

I went back to my mother's to pick up my mail. Right when i turned on the street that she lives on, I got rather angry. I don't know why. I hate that place with passion. It makes me think of how badly of a life I lived. When I got there, I wanted to burn the house down, throw rocks or do something to it. My mother then said "you should just not ( Read more... )

I've been cooking a lot. Experimenting with different stuff. I made baked chicken that was marinated with sesame soy sauce and garlic chilli pepper. It was amazing. Yesterday I made hamburger helper with soy protein (it was gross, I don't recommend making it with any type of veggie meat at all!) it tasted like dirt with cheese. And right now, I ( Read more... )

on thursday Tomas and i randomly went to the bay area. The both of us had about 15 bucks on us, which was enough for gas and some food. It was pretty damn amazing. We went to the ocean. We shared an experience that was spiritual and refreshing. I couldn't believe that it was our first trip out of town together. It felt odd because we've been ( Read more... )