I Just Don't Know Anymore

[pubslavecordero]

I literally think I might be slowly dripping into a depression. I am not looking for any sympathy here...this is just a cathartic outlet for me to voice my thoughts. I have felt empty and lonely for a very long time now, but for the past 4 months I have been barely motivated to leave my bed. I wake up at 2pm everyday on my 3 days off and I am

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[timtommy1]

I can relate to a lot of what you wrote, especially when people ask me how/what I'm doing. My answer embarrasses me and I try to avoid that question/conversation as much as possible, and usually when I get asked all I say is "school and work" and then try to change the subject. The one thing I've found that helps is going to the gym. I've been going twice a day for a little over a month now and it helps fill time and makes me feel a little better about myself, plus it's a great time to just tune out, listen to music, and clear your mind.

[pubslavecordero]

Damn, that's impressive man- great job and keep it up. I just recommitted to going again now that my brother will be gone and I really won't have much else to do. It is the perfect time to get into the habit of going now and then when things are back to normal after the summer, hopefully it will carry over.