Inoo's worries
Am i the only one?? It’s the first I wanted to ask you when you told me that..”I love you” you whispered near my ear. It might be you would never know that I love you far away before you told me those three words , far away before you noticed my feeling, and far away before I realized that i had crushed on you.
I always have one question. Am I the only one?
It just..im afraid..
When we’re began a relationship, my fear grew bigger. It just im afraid.
You are the mature, kind, childish inside, gentle person could say “I love you” for someone like me?
Its not like I don’t trust it, but its like almost impossible, im the bookworm, random, dork, etc.
“why do you like me??” I hesitated to asked himin first place, but I dare my self to asked him.
“do you need a reason??”his face turned so serious at that time, he looked me in the eyes.
“well..you forget it then..” I walked towards the dressing room to leave him alone, but suddenly he grasped my wrist.
“because its you..want more a reason??” he reaised an eyebrow, he still held my hand so tight.
“if you mind..” my cheeks became warmer.
“you’re the only one in my eyes..nothing else! Ok go to dressing room!” he dragged me rapidly to the dressing room, while the rest of members were waiting for us. He made my heart almost jumped from nose.
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At that time I trusted your words..”you’re the only one” I really like those three words than “I love you”.
I just afraid you”ll avoiding me after I give all my attentions to you, you”ll ignore me after I give all my efforts to give the best to you..im just afraid that you”ll leave me, after I give all my heart to you, afraid that you”ll walk in front of me with someone else. im scared too scared to let you know my worries.
“Kei..?? whats wrong with you?? You look so down today..” yes im down, really down when I saw the scene that I don’t wanna see the most.
“hei..whats wrong??? Tell me??” you winked, and put your hand on my shoulders.
“I don’t want to tell you..its ridiculous..” I took a deep breath. And looked away.
“whats wrong..?? may I geuss it..you’re jealous right???” he cupped my face to his, and our forehead met just an inch away from each other. I could smelled his sweet scent.
“no..” I shooked my head, and looked down to the ground.
“I love Ryuu..but I love you the most..you know??” he grinned, the tears almost formed in my eyes.
“I know now, im not the only one now! Ryuu stole half of your heart~damnnit!” I sulked, and he just chuckled look my action.
“ahhahha please don’t be too greedy Kei..you already know from the beginning right??” he
“but you kissed him..” I hiccupped, and dare to see his beautiful eyes, I could see my shadows through his eyes.
“oh come on..he’s just dog..” he came closer to me, and took the distance to reached myforehead on his lips. That’s all my worries but mean nothing for him.sighs.
well~actually the idea its not pop-out from the pic below~but why ended up like this?? im not sure either O_O
