Title: Cream and Idiot
Pairing: Hikanoo & Inoobu
Rating: PG15
A/N: Rukasama asked me to wrote NC Rating..but my blank brain stopped..T_T i wrote it instead~>
Time after time.
I stood under the gate, feeling so cold. You saw me 5 meters away from the school gate. a cigarette is the best solution to released the shiver of my body. You walked towards me and staring me like im an Alien..or Uindentified Flying Object. Am I that weird? I wondered. Its like I was waiting for you.
“you wanna taste it?” I tried my best to hide my trembling hand, and gave you my cigarette instead.
“how is it?” I gave you my best smile, it felt my mouth felt stiffened. But suddenly my effort ruined by the teacher that I don’t wanted to see the most. I escaped for numerous times, its ridiculous if I caught now. Im no.1 student here. And I left you behind. Sorry.
I was waiting for you under the tree near your class. And when I saw you’re running in a hurry. I was worried. You just forgot me for a minute after I left you. As my legs moved by itself, trying so hard to reached your hand. Thanks God I could reached you. I dragged you rush to the garden of our school. You’re like a sun. so warm.
Hikaru Yaotome.
“ so how’s that?? You got a punishment?” I grinned, crap! I shouldn’t grinned but sorry to him.
“yeah thanks to you” but you didn’t angry at all. Why you’re so kind.
“hehhehe are you Yaotome?” I shouldn’t ask him that. He’s popular. Idiot.
“yeah..Hikaru Yaotome..you?” i didn’t know what to do. I lie down to the ground.
“it used to Inoo Kei.but I wanna change it, can you give me a name?” I don’t like my name. and I hope you”ll give me a sweet name. im like your pet.
“eh? Why?” i”ll never tell you.
“just give me a name, please?” I stared the cloud’s dancing on the sky. So beautiful, cant you see it Hikaru? And I saw you followed me.
“how about Cream?” how sweet that name, am I suit with that name? as I turned my head to you, but you closed your eyes. Please open your eyes, or I”ll kiss you.
“oh sounds good. Thanks..” you still closed those beautiful eyes. You made the wrong decision Hikaru.
“ I love my name..hehee” you opened your eyes and blinked after I kissed you for just 2 seconds. You blushed. Im your first love. I knew.
xxxx
We lived together, egoistically I decided to moving in your house. Your big empty house. While you’re sleeping, I just watching you, exploring you till I feel satisfied and you woke up. Good morning my light.
“you didn’t sleep?” your messy hair and the droopy eyes greeted me in the morning.
“I slept but I woke up earlier…wanna breakfast?” I lied, and went to th kitchen I knew you’re hungry.
“thanks for the breakfast..its so delicious..” I knew you lied. My meal is terrible. And its just 2 days I met you. Please bear with me.
“you ass hole!” I threw the nearest vase to your head, but regretted it, realized that it will make you hurt. Its your fault. Im shy, im just a guy.
“sorry!!!” don’t say sorry, why you ran away? Am i that scary? just look at me. But you make me sad.
I got a perfect score as usual, thanks to my brain. But you’re not bad. Im proud of you.
“so what should we do after graduate?” I wanna do everything just to be with you.
Xxxx
“I love the melody, but my lyrics still sucks!” it made me dizzy, I wanna give you my best. Im a song writer and you’re creator of the the melody. We’re made for each other.
“ganbatte Cream..” you never know how I love my name now.
What is you dream Hikaru?” I grabbed my recorder, it’s the best moment whenever I created my new lyrics. You’re my inspiration.
“hmm..i don’t have..you?” I wondered why you just live for today, but you never think about tomorrow.
“ I wanna marry a guy..” my words burried in my throat. I wanna screamed and told you I wanna marry you. But im coward.
“so find the right guy and marry him..” I was angry you rejected me. How dare you.
“are you not a kind guy?” I already found you.
“im not..find a right guy but not me..” this is too much. You love me. But you’re cruel. I want you Hikaru. I just want you! Even if you’re not right guy for me.
“okay..a week..”too much, my emotion showed up finally. You’re great! I”ll find that guy! And I leave you.
You left me, but I knew you love me Hikaru..im sorry im so cold like an ice. Im afraid. I was continuing the recorder in my hand.
“remember our first met?? Its so weird ne..?? hhehe” I hiccupped reminded that.
“we kissed indirectly through the cigarette..and after that I kissed you..you’re my first love at that time..” my hand felt so weak suddenly.
“but I think..you’re my last too..” tears came down heavily. I couldn’t control anymore.
“I wanna marry you..but I cant say clearly..you baka!”
“but why you reject me..its unfair for us..” I stopped the recoder and slept. I wished its my dream.
Xxxx
I found him, he’s so lovely and handsome. The popular dentist near your company. And plus he’s honest.
“can you give me your cup the machine didn’t give me a cup for drink my coffee?” I tried a first step. A trap To know the dentist. He’s so friendly and gave me his cup for my coffee. I didn’t do something intentional, just God created it for me.
“where part you put your lips?” I drank a cup of coffee and askds him immediately. He frowned. So handsome indeed.
“eh?” he’s confused.
“oh so we kissed indirectly just now, see ya..thanks for you cup.” I waved to him and smiled. He waved back but still confused.
The first time we met I kissed you twice, and I found another guy, and kissed him just for 4-5 words. Im great.
I met the dentist again, I checked my teeth if there’s a problem. I saw his face so serious when he checked my inner mouth.
“so you already saw my inner..” you saw me naked, but Yabu saw me my inner mouth. the dentist shocked and puzzled. But laughed after that.
“marry me..”just a week I found Yabu kota and proposed him. I kissed him passionately. I knew he love me.
“why not Yabu accompany you to here??” I dressed as beautiful as but its unfair you dressed much better than me. You’re damn gorgeous. We”ll marry here just pretend its our wedding. So we took the photograph of us for the last time in wedding dress.
“its for the last time..” I hugged you. But you didn’t hug me back.
Its my wedding you’re holding my hand, represting as my father. I felt like you’re my groom right now. Its our last time together. I cried.
xxxx
“its my wedding..i hope I can happy..” I played again the recorder.
After I married Yabu, I didn’t know what to do.
“you should be with him..he loves you..” Yabu kissed my hair..and I hugged him need a warmness.
“tell me the day when he leaves me...thanks Kota..” I saw Kota cried and hugging me like there’s no tomorrow.
“what an idiot couple!” he hugged me in the night of our wedding.
I saw you the last time weared the lux tuxedo, I love you Hikaru. We”ll meet when God call you and I”ll definitely follow you by a minute. I”ll swear.
Xxxx
“you’re two why so idiot??”Yabu stood in front of the gravestone. He played Inoo’s recorder again.
“its my wedding, I hope I can happy, but I lie..i just be happy with you Hikaru..i”ll always follow you around since the time we met...you know..Romeo’s first love is not Juliette?? Its Rosaline..see you..Cream..”
Almost idea came from more than blue..its good movie..thanks.