I feel something similar. I get it the moment I'm first alone right after a performance. Even if it's just a second where I make it to the dressing room first, and everybody else is about to follow. In that moment alone the distraction of being someone else on stage is obliterated and I come thudding back to being myself in one big, rude crash. It makes me feel lonely and silly.
Phone posts are bizarre, but it was actually really excellent to listen to your voice again. I'll probably play it a couple more times. Be well, kiddo, I miss you!
maybe it's just the dissapointment of not feeling some high you've felt before or feel like you should be feeling? That's happened to me before. It's weird, putting a piece of yourself out there for people to watch. I always want them to see something about me or get something about me they wouldn't see or get in everyday life, and rarely feel like that is accomplished. Or I don't know how to see if they saw it, or something. I don't know if I'm making sense. Anyways, I also liked hearing your voice. Hope things are well other than the post-performance-depression.
Maybe, although I don't think I"ve ever really had a performance high. I think I'm just not performing the right stuff, or approaching it in the right way. I'm sure it'll work itself out one way or another.
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Phone posts are bizarre, but it was actually really excellent to listen to your voice again. I'll probably play it a couple more times. Be well, kiddo, I miss you!
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Anyways, I also liked hearing your voice. Hope things are well other than the post-performance-depression.
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