perchè il mosto io desidera morire, concludere tutto questo dolore che ritengo all'internin english

[puck_13_dm]

as i sit in my room and think i relize that i cant explain why i feel the need to leave this world when i have friends and family. i know that even surrounded by love and people who care for me i just want to escape leave all this pain behind. i feel so alone in a room crowded and full. the laughing smiling just brings more pain.She said that mine

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[darkslight_hope]

everything I've been trying to drill into your head... "people care u just need to get that in you FUCKING head once u do that u will relize life goes on" haven't i said something like that before? I've tried dying before Chelsea... before I knew of such things as sharp objects and their sweet release... back then pills worked for me... and one night I just couldn't swallow enough of the bottle when I wanted it to end and puked it all back up... believe me or not... a year later i started cutting... so i tried to die for the first time in sixth grade... if you don't believe me ask KC... she doesn't know all of it but I let enough slip one night when I lost my mind to anger... and I won't learn from your mistakes because you haven't made many that I haven't before... she hasn't said it but i know someway Riss does love you... i don't care how I know it is true Chelsea please of all things believe me on this...

thanks much

[anonymous]

thats for sure, bro