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now i have wrote this in another journal lost on my shelf but i guess i just want to give into temptations and just do what i feel i need to to be at peace with this chaotic world. i know there will be many people to wonder why and a few who will never forgive me but it is my choice on what i do or do not do with my life. and whatever path i choose ( Read more... )

so jes wants to know what i'm going to do to her tomorrow but i'm not going to tell her and if i were really mean i would just wait till v day and do it then so i have a dilemma do it now or later...

shy had nothing to do with one of my closest friends likeing me i found out on my own accord so shy should not be punished...well maybe a little cuz it is fun but not for breaking a promise cuz she kept it to the fool extent of when she made it and i will take most of the beatings as long as my wounds are kissed and made better. anyways luv ya. oh ( Read more... )

ok i went with kc on sunday to her uncles funeral and when i saw what it did to her and her dad it just hurt sooooo bad, kc has only met her uncle twice and i we been at each others houses every weekend foe five years when i wrote that letter to kc i said i wouldn't promise not to die by my own hand but i have promised to make sure that she is ( Read more... )

ok so last friday i asked the girl i have liked for awhile out and she said she didn't know so i'm calling her soon in a day or two to see if she knows it is driving me nuts cuz we flirt and everything...she is just giving me mixed signals so i don't know what to do.

i dont wanna be a bitch or anything but i really like this guy and we flirt alot i mean A LOT but...he has a girl friend and i really dont want to be the other woman so i think ill just drop it ...and i read this fan fic and i made me really sad i cryed it was DT/SF but the DM/HP one didnt the one that made me cry was hoe DT was dealing with SF ( Read more... )

ok i told kc i couldn't promise her not to take my life and she told me to just hold on to her because she needs me and i feel bad because i told her the truth and she took it the way i wanted her to but now i feel kinda shitty that she knows...but i guess it is better then her not knowing and then it being sprung on her right?
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