The one thing I am happy about right now is that I got an 88 on my biology lab exam!!! Finally a decent grade...things are getting better in the school dept. and i'm really diggin' the new girlfriends i've been making. I think i'm learning that you really don't need a guy around to make you feel special or beautiful =] Dispite the sexual ( Read more... )

I am so confused. What do you do when you realize you are convincing yourself to set back feelings for someone? I think i'm doing that.....but i'm scared of getting hurt...but I think I want this..or not..damn i'm in denial.

So my mom hired an investigator to look up all of my personal things online.....nice huh?

So someone is seriously trying to send me home.....are you kidding me? Get a life and out of mine!

Why can't I just be happy.....alone.

I'ts only Tuesday....and it feels like the week is going to go by VERY slow....which is not good. I have so much work to do it's not even funny. A shit load of english due thursday, a shit load of biology to read by next week for a test on Tuesday, a shit load of chemistry to review for a test on WEDNESDAY next week.....god! Ok....RELAX haha it ( Read more... )

So apparently I don't know what is good for me anymore....I am not sure I even know what's good for me at this point either. I know what I want and what makes me feel good, but is it what I need right now and is it GOOD for me right now? Why must I always learn a lesson when things get to their worst points? Does it take me that long to realize ( Read more... )

So last night....was A-M-A-Z-I-N-G; only word to describe it at it's finest. It was great in all aspects, i'm a happy girl right now =] Only thing is, I forgot to take one of my pills for my skin yesterday...FUCK. Hope this doesn't affect me, they look a little redder on my back and stomach than they did a week ago but clearer on my legs...it was ( Read more... )

GOD I am so fucking tired of all of this shit. People are getting on my last nerves and I can't take it anymore. "you need to relax" you say? "lighten up?" Uhhhhhhh if you ONLY KNEW what went on in my head....I can honestly say I think I need professional help. No one can seem to give me the advice I need to put me at ease and that shit's not right ( Read more... )

I am so.....FRUSTRATED. I think I need some prozac or something...or at least a councelor. Everything is pissing me off or hurting my feelings which is NOT COOL because i feel like a complete dipshit. I just want things to be better....is that so much to ask? I have so much homework, I can't sleep and i'm extremely tired, I HATE being alone, and ( Read more... )