this really sucks. i love him to pieces, and i cant get enough of him. it hurts me so bad not being able to see him. i am so nervous for school and everything because i am afraid i will never see him. i would die. it doesnt help that i am super moody and emotional. i know he loves me, but for some reason i am just scared out of my mind. i need a ( Read more... )

holy crap. can i be any more of an asshole/retard/idiot/stupid person/any other thing you can think of??? i dont think i can. i think i reached my limits today. i know i am a worrier, and aaron is not. thank god he is helping me begin to not worry as much. he already has, when i first started dating him he helped me not worry as much. but now he is ( Read more... )

so i can remember our first date, and when he first said i love you, and our first kiss... what a good life! all these little annoying stupid life problem things keep coming up, but i know somehow i can get though it. aaron helps me so much, i hope i can help him just as much. i love him so much!

so to tell you all about nationals... it was HOT! remind me to never ever go to Texas in the middle of the summer, ever again! any ways, done with that. my team got third place for CPR in movement, i got first place for one person CPR, and of course our honor guard got first place. we even got to open the closing ceremony and everything. it was ( Read more... )

well, im finally back home, thank god! i missed aaron so much! what a wonderful day this has been! i have to say tho, i hate saying goodbye. i just can't do it. it is the hardest thing for me. it sucks. everything else is good tho, i love aaron, and everything is going really well. there is alot to talk about, but im just too tired. loves to all!

i gave aaron a letter and a present today, i just wanted him to have something fun while i am gone. i am going to miss him so much! any ways, i gave him his letter, and he was shaking by the end of it. all he said was come here and then he gave me a kiss. i think he liked the letter. lol. i love him, and i finally realized what it is i am getting ( Read more... )

one of the biggest reasons why i dont want to go is because when ever i leave, or someone else leaves, things change. i dont want that. i hope that doesnt happen. im positive it wont, but it is still one of my fears. aaron has been good at knocking out my fears so far, but he doesnt know about this one yet.... i hope he can fix this one too..... i ( Read more... )

wow, i havent even left yet and i already miss him.... this sucks. i dont want to leave.... :( i finally see how special this is, and i really dont want to be gone from it. this is amazing! i love him to bits, hes a guy, and only human, but somehow he is superman. he has his annoying mannerisms, but somehow i love them. i love how he makes me feel ( Read more... )

ow! i hurt all over... i have a stupid sinus infection, my tonsils are super swollen, and im tired! at least i got out of work for today, thank god. oh yeah, and the antibiotics, they are freaking horse pills! omg! if i have swollen tonsils how am i supposed to take those? geez, this sucks..... oh well..... ill be off to Texas in 4 days and when i ( Read more... )

well, this is great... i have nationals in Texas in less than a week, and im getting sick.... dang ears being plugged and throat hurting! this sucks! oh well...all in all, life is great! aaron is awesome, and i love him to pieces... i have never seen him like that before...... he is just, wow. thats all i can say, wow. :) *sigh* i can't even go an ( Read more... )