I Just Want Something I Can Never Have
I dreamt about Bernard, who i havent been thinking about, and i feel quite unpleasant.
Listen to this sappy piece of shit:::
My gramma had a weird garden by the side of her house and me, Bernard, and some other kids had to tend to it. I was at one garden and Bernard was at another. But then all the other kids went inside 2 eat but Bernard and I stayed. So i walked ova 2 him and sat down. I was tryna plant these mini-turnip things in a pot but it jus wasnt working. So Bernard started helping me. Then i laid in his lap. We sat like that while he potted the mini-turnips. Then he sat the pot down and looked down at me and smiled. I looked into his eyes and almost cried i was so happy and i said "I love you Bernard" and he was like "but why?" and i paused and said "bacause you're beautiful." And he laughed and said "I love you too, and you are very beautiful." And i was like "Bernard i have dirt all over my hands, im sweaty, and my hair is messed up! I look like shit!" ANd he sat me up in his lap and told me that I was still gorgeous. Then we walked to the back of my grammas house where all the kids were going to wash up. Me and him laid on this weird thing that washed you together. And we held hands and jus looked at eachotha until we were done. Then we went into this room wit a bed. It was a plain room with brown walls and brown carpet. Bernard and I laid together and he told me he wanted to try again. So ofcourse i said yes. And then he told me that when we got married it'd be on TV cuz we loved eachother so much. And then we decided we were gonna move in togetha and thats about when the dream ended.
That is sum dumb shit. I dont think i could be that nice in a sum of a million years... Even readin' it makes me feel silly lmao. But still, i'd cut my eyes out 2 have that kinda happiness. But dont worry u guys, ima have my eyes for a VERY long time.
Listen to this sappy piece of shit:::
My gramma had a weird garden by the side of her house and me, Bernard, and some other kids had to tend to it. I was at one garden and Bernard was at another. But then all the other kids went inside 2 eat but Bernard and I stayed. So i walked ova 2 him and sat down. I was tryna plant these mini-turnip things in a pot but it jus wasnt working. So Bernard started helping me. Then i laid in his lap. We sat like that while he potted the mini-turnips. Then he sat the pot down and looked down at me and smiled. I looked into his eyes and almost cried i was so happy and i said "I love you Bernard" and he was like "but why?" and i paused and said "bacause you're beautiful." And he laughed and said "I love you too, and you are very beautiful." And i was like "Bernard i have dirt all over my hands, im sweaty, and my hair is messed up! I look like shit!" ANd he sat me up in his lap and told me that I was still gorgeous. Then we walked to the back of my grammas house where all the kids were going to wash up. Me and him laid on this weird thing that washed you together. And we held hands and jus looked at eachotha until we were done. Then we went into this room wit a bed. It was a plain room with brown walls and brown carpet. Bernard and I laid together and he told me he wanted to try again. So ofcourse i said yes. And then he told me that when we got married it'd be on TV cuz we loved eachother so much. And then we decided we were gonna move in togetha and thats about when the dream ended.
That is sum dumb shit. I dont think i could be that nice in a sum of a million years... Even readin' it makes me feel silly lmao. But still, i'd cut my eyes out 2 have that kinda happiness. But dont worry u guys, ima have my eyes for a VERY long time.