well shit i really dont want to go to class today...just not in the mood at all. blah. well fuckity fuck fuck. oh well I'll go in and be home close to 11 or so. then go some place to either sleep or just sit and relax. both sound kind of good. blah.

These last two days i have been in a very shit poor mood. Going as far as not going to a guild meeting i wanted to go to and needed to go to. to refuseing to get out of bed even when i know i should and when i have things to do with people. then when i wake up to go do things with people i just sit there with my eyes closed not wanting to look at ( Read more... )

For all i do to try make myself seem like the physically big person people see from day to day. For all the boasting I do around friends or just around the random people that I happen to meet during the day to make it seem like my public self delusion is more then a facade. For all the things I thought I could do for myself and for the people that ( Read more... )

Dead souls by NIN ( Read more... )

first day of work was a fucking blast. the people i work with are really nice and the work is not that hard. its really sweey working at the science museum.

got to start some where. my goat hair that called my chin its home is no more. yes i shaved all my face hair off inorder to make a good impresstion when i go in for the interview at the science museum. god it feels odd not having chin hair. i look...odd. im not use to this. i was in my 2nd year in high school when i got it and i have not shaved ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here in the "lunch room" at my school and i'm about to go down to see if I can get the next three months off to work and what not. I’m hoping I can. I myself just need to get away from school for awhile. Hopefully come back with a full tank. I'm just too distracted these days and need to get things back in order or as close to them as ( Read more... )

well im back from Iowa. i had a good weekend. it had its ups and downs, but im glad i went. driving was a bit hard going both ways.

well im going to be out of town for this week end. I'm heading down to iowa to see a friend of mine. i wish you all the best of luck over the weekend. take care.