my life ( Read more... )

now, for memories ( Read more... )

losing myself in others
i fell victim
not quite as ordinary AND NOT QUITE AS FELT...

i feel i am falling farther than ever expected

and now, a phne call and i am outta here too

my best care is never from myself
kiss them all as i watch in fury and wish you mine

with my lows now as highs...i stay high and forget all about you

a plea for help ( Read more... )

i still owe quite a bit more
2 weeks i hope, maybe sooner.

it's time for a large change.
i'll stick around...

i'm taking what you taught me and putting it to what seems like good use.
what should have been done is now in action
i'll remember the lessons you taught me about me
these are in mind and in life
shoulda woulda coulda
i'm just doing so

my guard is down

to avoid further complication, i smile. this is happy. ...it is.
the wind was not meant to be tamed
and it goes on and on

the not-so-homeless, homeless me.
paul is out of town so i got his couch for a couple weeks or some shit. i forget.

this kinda sucks a lot~~~!!!~

it's gonna be a long day.

i'll for sure need a bowl to smoke when all is said and done.
this shit isn't gonna be pretty, thats for certain

i just rented a storage spot. not too expensive. the lady was nice and her coworker too...they gave me a lock someone had left for free. this made my day amongst a bunch of other shit and a night without sleep.

i move tomorrow when i get off work. between 3 or so, and 10pm.

my new home for now is my lovely car and hopefully many couches.