I'm so sorry you had to go through all that, but I'm glad you're properly diagnosed now and on better meds and *hugs* I hope you never have a high level mixed mania state again. ♥
I have rapid-cycling bipolar disorder so I usually only get into a hypomania. But there's times where I'll cycle every few weeks, sometimes as long as months in between and then other times where I might cycle 3 or 4 times in a day. Which sounds an awful lot like the definition of mixed mania, but it's nowhere near as amplified as what you went through.
As for the RP thing, your idea sounds a lot like the premise I wrote up like a month ago and haven't got around to fleshing out into a full game. But I already told you this on twitter. So I'll toss you that write-up later when you're awake and we can brainstorm and make it super awesome and a reality.
it's ok i mean...it helped me in the long run. the best part is being properly medicated for the first time in EVER. and thank you. me too. i can't even begin to tell you how terrible i was in that state. i was acting like a fucking child.
ooohhhhh yeah i met a girl in the center who had that. hypomania is still really tough. and god that often just. i'm so sorry bb. and yeah mixed mania is a lot like what you were just describing but it's actual mania which is the euphoric ups and the monstrous downs at the same time. it's just. it's the worst feeling.
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Yeah, it did. It just really sucks you had to go through all of that in order to get properly medicated. ♥
I wasn't trying to diminish it, but I'm fortunate that it's only ever hypomania with that crazy cycling I have. I can imagine it would be. I'm so sory you had to go through that.
I CAN IMAGINE. SDKHAKDJH I'M JUST SO EXCITED THAT IT'S GOING TO BECOME A REALITY.
yeahhhhhh oh well it's in the past now. i'm on lithium and seroquel and i won't have to take klonopin forever. i'm all educated about my medicines, so really it was for the better if you think about it.
ohhhhh bb i know i'm sorry i didn't mean to make it seem that way hypomania is awful because you don't get the euphoria you just get the irritability and the anger and the racing thoughts. i've experienced it. it's awful. i just feel awful for you, but you can talk with me whenever you need to because i really will understand ok :<
me too omg i can't stand it. do you think you can send the write up to my email ( americanhips @ gmail . com ) since i use two different computers etc. ? when i'm done with all my appointments and you've got some free time yourself we should do some more plotting B)
Aaah I'm glad to see you're okay! I was wondering where the Rissa posts went. And I'm so glad to hear that you're finally feeling more like yourself again and asjkhg ♥!!!
i kind of feel guilty sometimes but then i just have to keep telling myself that...i wasn't myself and i was in a state of mixed mania for more than a month lmao so.... :x but it really is kind of nice to know someone was thinking of me. and thank you. really. it means a lot to me when people say they're glad or happy for me because it's like...assurance that i really did do the right thing.
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I have rapid-cycling bipolar disorder so I usually only get into a hypomania. But there's times where I'll cycle every few weeks, sometimes as long as months in between and then other times where I might cycle 3 or 4 times in a day. Which sounds an awful lot like the definition of mixed mania, but it's nowhere near as amplified as what you went through.
As for the RP thing, your idea sounds a lot like the premise I wrote up like a month ago and haven't got around to fleshing out into a full game. But I already told you this on twitter. So I'll toss you that write-up later when you're awake and we can brainstorm and make it super awesome and a reality.
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ooohhhhh yeah i met a girl in the center who had that. hypomania is still really tough. and god that often just. i'm so sorry bb. and yeah mixed mania is a lot like what you were just describing but it's actual mania which is the euphoric ups and the monstrous downs at the same time. it's just. it's the worst feeling.
:">>>> DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW EXCITED I AM TO WORK ON THIS WITH YOU?
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I wasn't trying to diminish it, but I'm fortunate that it's only ever hypomania with that crazy cycling I have. I can imagine it would be. I'm so sory you had to go through that.
I CAN IMAGINE. SDKHAKDJH I'M JUST SO EXCITED THAT IT'S GOING TO BECOME A REALITY.
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ohhhhh bb i know i'm sorry i didn't mean to make it seem that way hypomania is awful because you don't get the euphoria you just get the irritability and the anger and the racing thoughts. i've experienced it. it's awful. i just feel awful for you, but you can talk with me whenever you need to because i really will understand ok :<
me too omg i can't stand it. do you think you can send the write up to my email ( americanhips @ gmail . com ) since i use two different computers etc. ? when i'm done with all my appointments and you've got some free time yourself we should do some more plotting B)
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you're gonna think I'm such a dork but for some reason when I thought of you lately the thought of pumpkin panties popped into my head for some reason
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You are so weird.
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But OH MY GOD I want to take Burlesque 101
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But oh man it's gonna be sweeeeeeeeeeet
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