Hold me greg, I'm so alone lol. Bitches get ready, here i come...but stop the bullshit, i can't stand ur bullshit bitches.

All good things must come to an end. I should have known better, but leave it up to me to make the stupid choices. Oh well, back to me and greg aginst the whole species of kaniving bitches.

Saturday nights spent bored and alone are not very fun...they will ultimately contribute to my early death. Where was everyone tonight i wonder? oh well. I have to go find my dad something tomorrow seeing as it is his birthday. I want...i want i want i want....i don't know what i want anymore.

I don't understand why i keep fucking myself over with school work. Honestly my utter stupidity makes me want to punch myself in the face, or plunge a knife real deep into my gut. I just don't understand why i always sabotage my success by not doing work. Something needs to be done about this, i just don't know what and i don't know how ( Read more... )

The days never change when it's cold outside. Today was a cold and normal average day. Walked to school alone...boo hoo. Floated through classes i guess would be the term; gotta start some stuff for genocide for this week, and fuck i got some reading to do. Had another play rehearsal thing today...went alright. Chiro apointment then home; like i ( Read more... )

Today was pretty average. Went to elena's at lunch for kick ass cooked food...unfortunately we were kinda late commin back to school...like half an hour. Stayed after school for the first rehearsal meeting thing of people in the play which was interesting...we actually have hwk, to write an autobiography for next tuesday, except under the concept ( Read more... )

Where am i? who am i? where do i belong? where do i go? i sat down in my room and for some reason i just feel lost...and now i don't know what to think. I'm just kind of hovering through life...in limbo seems there is no end to these questions, they come and go and when they come they leave me feeling helpless and alone...insignificant. I just don' ( Read more... )

long weekends kickass. So lastnight Marina came over and we made pizza among other things...twas quite a fun night. Now today i don't really know what I'm doing...I'm prolly gonna play some guitar...hopefully maybe i can find someone to join me. Tomorrow is mat's partay, definitely lookin forward to that, but I'm not quite sure what I'm doin ( Read more... )

Jewish holidays kick ass, especially the one's where the object of the game is to eat as much home cooked food as humanly fucking possible. I am wonderin what I shall do today...probably gonna play some guitar, maybe find someone to chill with, anybody? call me. I wonder...

p.s. What the hell does my life mean?

why do i always do this...god I'm an idiot. If I don't stop this nonsense, I'll never get into ryerson, and that'll realllly suck.