I feel like whining about my past

[pukooh]

Well some of the music I have been listening to has me thinking of times in the past and I think maybe if I write about it I may feel a little better about it. I keep thinking of how life used to be. I know you aren't supposed to "live in the past" and I am not trying to. There is a rather large part of me that is still there though and i'm not

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[unicha]

Sounds like you have had it rough! (I stumbled upon your journal by random.) Did the first girl ever have your baby?

[anonymous]

I was not that bad...you did alot of things that broke us up too..if you would have just kept a job and were more responsible, we would've been married now and happy like I wanted us to be. Please don't put this all on me..and the reason I didn't want you to see our daughter was because you threatened me saying you were going to take her and never give her back..being a mother that scared the shit out of me. I'm just happy we're actually talking now but someone else is living the life with you that I always wanted. :(