Sometimes I wonder what's going on in my own life. I realize there are many many things that I have no control over. One day that may change, but for now we'll see how things are gonna go.

last night was good times. the show went good. all the bands were amazing. kudos to hoss from walt flanagan's dog and dick hazard for playing in THREE bands. blanche davidian put on what i think was the best set of their's i have seen. redfield was "short and sweet" didn't play the longest but kicked ass through their set. 80-D always makes me ( Read more... )

Jack and Coke helps me feel better than sake. Ended up sleeping at Erica's house last night (not that anyone who reads this knows who Erica is). It was fun. tonight is all about Bacardi i think... we'll see. Drinking away my problems...being irresponsible. yep that's the wrong thing to do...however that's exactly what i am going to do....

not even sake bombs with robin and joe helps you feel less like shit when you are down.

I applied at Wherehouse music today...interviewing there tomorrow. I hope to get the job. That would be badass. Confirmed the last band for my show on the 24th. final line up Redfield, Blanche Davidian, 80-D, Walt Flanagan's Dog, and Dick Hazard. if i knew how to post a picture on here i would show a flyer...well once i get them made ^_^ Feeling a ( Read more... )

life is boring...routines repetition...booooring. lack of posting is due to lack of caring. lack of caring is due to lack of a reason to care...lack of a reason to care...who knows...

Well i haven't updated in some time. Me and tiffany have been working things out and as far as i can tell all is going well. I am actually pretty happy right now (which means there are children crying in various middle eastern countries). Work is stabilizing (more hours are good). All and all i really don't have much to complain about...

Laura wants my nuts...

(me) i need to think what to write in my journal ( Read more... )

another night at home or at work another night with the same thoughts. a realization that i have made is this. yes it is my fault the situations i get myself into. this is a big step for me. because the easiest thing i do is misplace blame. it's so simple. and after all it makes me forget about my problems right? well for the past x ammount of ( Read more... )