I This is Merlin
[private to self]
Let's try again, shall we?
[/private to self]
In a way, I don't believe it.
[private to family]
All right. To hell with work. I think I'm going to kill myself start cracking up if I carry on like this. Merlin. Not Amorelle. It's just -- so soon after Percy -- and all the others...
[/private to family]
[private to self]
There's a point where you just realize that it's useless to keep on asking that question "why?". There's nothing going to come of it. Is losing that limit -- being unable to find that point where you just say to yourself stop -- the first sign of insanity? Because then I think going insane.
Not that that's news.
[/private to self]
[private to family]
At this point, I don't give a damn about losing my job. I need to see you. Just in case it's going to be the last time Is it possible we could all get together for lunch or for dinner or -- something?
[/private to the family]
[private to self]
I fucking hate Fenrir Greyback.
[/private to self]
[private to anyone who has offered their condolences]
Seeing as there have been so many of you -- I'm overwhelmed -- I thought I should put this in one entry -- easier for me to keep track. I'm so scattered right now, I probably would end up missing half of you, and I really want to say thank you. It means a lot.
So thank you all.
[/private to anyone who has offered their condolences]