nin the downward spiral has been my music of choice lately....not since i was 17 has it been. i think im starting to remember who i was again.....and im forgetting what i tried to be. we'll see what happens...

-where i thought to look for you...remember all i did to you....

i like pancakes, i like french toast, i like scrambled eggs....but mashed potatos i love the most ( Read more... )

lets not all jump for joy all at once.....deathguild tonight. oh joy. ;(

the moment, the voice, the instance, the hurt....its all blurred. only your reflection has the clarity.

im tired of seeing all these damn barbie dolls.....it makes me sick. im starting to love fortune cookies....i get them after every meal i have during lunch. one said that i will meet the person i admire...that one made me blush...i think i already met that person. but the cookies still suck....i like cracking them open ( Read more... )

20 days till the start of something new........i guess i better break a few harts till then ( Read more... )

i got bump in my car again........so exciting....the morning comute just got a shit load better......

i hate being forgotten. and i hate crying....i hate doing things just because....look what i turned into. after the fall.....

im a jerk. im sorry heather. im sorry leena....again for leaving without saying goodbye the other night....i love you both to death. and ill make it up to you. on another note....watching movies by myself has started to really suck....i miss the days when there was someone here watching movies with me. why do you people live so far away....movie ( Read more... )

im impatient....i feel edgy all of a sudden...these moments, these pauses that i have to go through to sour myself with what i call my life is consuming....i feel like a gutted out shell. and in these moments...i fill it up. with ignorance, hate, and spite.....all behind a faded mask of happiness...for all to see, and cheer, i am wake. nothing ( Read more... )

motherboard installed....new music as prompt as it will flow out of me. ive been a download whore as of late....im oozing mp3's............have to work in the san fran center tomorrow....oh joy.......