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[pumachk8907]

this is an apology, this is a plead.... this is my insanity and what keeps me going day in and day out.... read, think, comment or not..i dont even know if i will respond to your opinions...but i am tired of holding it in.........i know i have pushed you all away since everyhting happened.... some of you hav said nothing.... some of you got angry

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[livewithano]

<3 it's ok pobrecita

[kristenslife]

:/
Remember 7th grade?
moonshoes!
days at Bush Gardens
crazy reindeer antlers at Christmas Time?
:)
Rem the good and forget the bad...or you'll drown.
(I know what you mean about half-hearted friends.
I think the same thing...kinda like...well, you're either my friend who will stick by me no matter what, or someone not worth wasting time w. IF it makes it any better (Though Im sure you really werent aiming this entry for me to read/comment) I dont think I have any friends that arent more than great acquaintances...maybe one, or two on a good day.)
blah, life is poopy
Don't really know all you're going through, but life is yuckie
Just...Spring Break? A time to distance yourself and collect the fallen pieces?
goodluck, Ashley
**dont forget your friends that go WAY back!! Since we were chillins together!**
luv!

[kristenslife]

P.S.
My skirt was NOT too short!!
....mwuahahaha....
well, maybe just a TEENSY WEENSY bit!!
(teehee)
I was going for that slighty slutty sexy look
MWUAHAHAHAHA!

(ooh! Im so bad!! -**licks finger and pokes butt....steam shoots of** SIZZLE!!!)

;)

I'm not sure if this fits with what you are saying but.......

[youhearmenow]

It amazes me Ashley that you are my cousin; I hardly know anything about you unless I read it on here and it blows me away because though we are different in age, you say a lot of the things I keep inside at times. I thought that once I left high school two years ago, friendships would come by easier, but I've learned that the only people you can always depend on, no matter what, is your family. I have "friends" right now that seem to only have time for one thing and since I'm not involved with that one thing, they don't bother calling. So calling them friends maybe isn't the right term. The only true friends I have are Steffi and Frank. Answers for the way one feels is so hard to find through other people. I know I'm struggling at the moment with myself and with truly feeling happy again. I've faked it for some time now that it's become second nature, but I'm tired of faking it. I want it to be real, but I know it will have to come within me and it's tough when things get in the way and f-up's my emotions. I'm not sure of you have my

[willwork4food89]

I know sometimes it's hard to realize who your friends are. I'm struggling with that right now too. I can't speak for everyone else, but you know I'm always there for you, especially since you're going through pretty much everything I did a few months ago. I'll offer any advice or comfort I have to you, whenever you need it. But, you know how honest I am and I speak my mind. Anyway, I always have and always will love ya ash. Never forget that.
Cam

[pumachk8907]

i dont know if u get emails when people comment or post to ur thing.. i jus read a comment u made on my lj awhile ago... it says any i always have and always will love ya ash. Never forget that... i havnt.. ive been thinking of u since summer started... hope ur doing ok.. miss u