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[pumachk8907]

i think to much,... i want to much it seems lately..... giving it all up seems scary....but easier to get thru than what im dealing with now.. althought right now life isnt hard jus frustrating......but maybe if i make my message... things will change... whether for better or for worse..... its different from now...and all i want is to get away

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[purplprincs13]

if im not one of the ones you want to give up on then call me when its a good time for you.... i love you babe. I just want to help you. I just want you to be happy... but i dont understand your entry. I love you babe,
~Beck~

[pumachk8907]

im not going to come to you steph......ive been doing whats right for me the last month.... and if you didnt like it.. i couldnt help it.... i havnt mistreated or abused you....if my distance has bothered you well i cant help that either..... i dont know what u want.....and if you've "lost respect" for me... well ... w/e.... i dont understand that either..... im not going to turn this into a "lets throw crap in eachother's faces" situation..... this time apart has been silent....and i hav no problem in waking up tomorrow and saying everythings ok and saying hi to u like i always do...but i know u will.. i know u just dont want to drop it....cuz you have to get something out of all this...what that is.....i wont know...but w/e ....you want me to do something...im sry hun but im gonna keep going on about life.... and there is nothing that i can do for u

[pumachk8907]

finishing above comment..... i stil love you.. and want to be ur sister.... if ur life was also complicated... i cant just read minds.. you had to open up to me like i did to u in the beginning... i dont have anything else to say except for if u wanna talk IM me.....but i dno baby.... ok love u